(08-10-2022, 03:33 PM)Johanez Wrote: [ -> ]DiDi:
Like Pinocchio... You're a REAL Girl !! You keep going and let no one deter you from your goals!
Jo
Awwwh, you're always such a cheer. <3 Nothing's gonna slow me down, that's damn sure.
(08-10-2022, 11:43 AM)HelloDiDi Wrote: [ -> ]I just updated my gender marker to female. I feel like I'm woman enough to do so. Besides I'm only months away that even Finnish society treats me as a woman without question so its kinda timely. And my transition is a done deal and only a matter of time until I'm finished. I'm a bit at odds with this forum being for "genetic males" because I feel very little in common with people who identify as male in general. Besides I exhibit a whole list of possible signs of an intersex condition, I have never felt like I was truly a man anyway, pretending to be a guy who wants boobs was convenient at the time when I was still in denial about the truth.
I kinda wish I could be posting on Nexus instead, but as that forum is "reserved for cis women only", I guess I'll stay here if ladies forum is based on low key trans phobia and exclusion of us with a massive hormonal birth defect which btw doesn't make me any less of a woman than anyone who was born with correct bits and doesn't need to go through this torturous pain of having a messed up body.
I've been wondering about it, Nexus does not want trans women around, but why are there exceptions to it? Or has the attitude changed since the forum split? Are we still frowned upon over there?
There are two reasons why I still post here, I have no better place to go and I promised my friends to be one of the few who has stayed despite transitioning. I'm just so much at odds with the "genetic male" stuff as I don't belong with that and Nexus not wanting anything to do with us as I guess we're not women enough? Except then there are the few exceptions... I wish I could have transitioned from the cradle so I could post on Nexus too, in every sub forum without discrimination. But I'm not valid enough.
EDIT:
I added a random selfie from yesterday... I've been taking much less photos lately. Do I look like a dude in a dress? Some kind of freak? Oddity? Chimera who's not woman enough? These are rhetoric questions of course. Interestingly, people who do not know that I'm transitioning do not clock me as such about 99% of the time. They treat me as a woman. Next spring Finnish govt information and all officials will treat me as a woman. So will healthcare, welfare office, police, post future employers. Random strangers already do. But then I'm forced to post on forum for guys who are boob growth enthusiasts? I'm fine with it as I have plenty of amazing friends here, but what if I felt that I don't belong here and wanted to discuss breast development with my sisters? Then what? Should I try and see if I'll be accepted like the very few known exceptions? Anyway, this is just flow of mind and doesn't need to be answered...
Stop putting yourself down. Your present and full form pic are gorgeous . In public you would be considered a woman . Chin up , stop doubting and strut your stuff . Self confidence is important and stop worrying about what others think
DiDi, question on the royal jelly for larger areolas...
I've been on full HRT for over 4 years, never took much herbal or supplements, just initial oral E tablets and Spiro, now using injectable EEn (3.2 mg/week) for E monotherapy.
While my boobs have developed enough to wear a 44D/46C (US) bra, and my nipples enlarged, my areolas remain male-size and appearance, so I thought I'd try using your suggested royal jelly treatment.
I purchased this brand,
https://www.amazon.com/Stakich-FRESH-ROYAL-JELLY-Preservatives/dp/B000MEIKOC/ref=sr_1_2_sspa?crid=2U0F1L6CGDVCE&keywords=starch+royal+jelly&qid=1665321326&sprefix=starch+royal+jelly%2Caps%2C104&sr=8-2-spons&psc=1&spLa=ZW5jcnlwdGVkUXVhbGlmaWVyPUExUVJRMlVVVEZRRVI3JmVuY3J5cHRlZElkPUEwMjM4OTk2MjBESFJWTlU2N0FUVyZlbmNyeXB0ZWRBZElkPUEwMjQxNDk1MlNXWTAyUUVQMDRTRSZ3aWRnZXROYW1lPXNwX2F0ZiZhY3Rpb249Y2xpY2tSZWRpcmVjdCZkb05vdExvZ0NsaWNrPXRydWU= , and applied a thick amount to both nipples and areolas last night, then used large bandaids to cover them up and keep the jelly in place.
Didn't notice anything the next morning, but about 30 minutes after applying the jelly, my nipples felt really warm, almost hot for about an hour, then didn't feel anything the rest of the night.
I plan on doing this nightly for about a month and see if this works.
Do you suggest any change to what I'm doing?
Thanks!!!
(09-10-2022, 03:03 PM)Avign0n4090 Wrote: [ -> ]DiDi, question on the royal jelly for larger areolas...
I've been on full HRT for over 4 years, never took much herbal or supplements, just initial oral E tablets and Spiro, now using injectable EEn (3.2 mg/week) for E monotherapy.
While my boobs have developed enough to wear a 44D/46C (US) bra, and my nipples enlarged, my areolas remain male-size and appearance, so I thought I'd try using your suggested royal jelly treatment.
I purchased this brand, https://www.amazon.com/Stakich-FRESH-ROYAL-JELLY-Preservatives/dp/B000MEIKOC/ref=sr_1_2_sspa?crid=2U0F1L6CGDVCE&keywords=starch+royal+jelly&qid=1665321326&sprefix=starch+royal+jelly%2Caps%2C104&sr=8-2-spons&psc=1&spLa=ZW5jcnlwdGVkUXVhbGlmaWVyPUExUVJRMlVVVEZRRVI3JmVuY3J5cHRlZElkPUEwMjM4OTk2MjBESFJWTlU2N0FUVyZlbmNyeXB0ZWRBZElkPUEwMjQxNDk1MlNXWTAyUUVQMDRTRSZ3aWRnZXROYW1lPXNwX2F0ZiZhY3Rpb249Y2xpY2tSZWRpcmVjdCZkb05vdExvZ0NsaWNrPXRydWU= , and applied a thick amount to both nipples and areolas last night, then used large bandaids to cover them up and keep the jelly in place.
Didn't notice anything the next morning, but about 30 minutes after applying the jelly, my nipples felt really warm, almost hot for about an hour, then didn't feel anything the rest of the night.
I plan on doing this nightly for about a month and see if this works.
Do you suggest any change to what I'm doing?
Thanks!!!
Hi.
The one you linked looks quite similar to what I'm using at the moment. Funny thing about warmth, I never felt that, but itch, ache and tenderness and very puffy areolas and engorged nipples.
I only use a 2-3 tiny drops per boob and that seems to be enough to make it work, also I'm almost broke almost always and the stuff is expensive so I'm trying to get everything out of it I possibly can. I can't think of anything you could improve, this is pretty much the way it works.
(09-10-2022, 01:58 PM)myboobs Wrote: [ -> ]Stop putting yourself down. Your present and full form pic are gorgeous . In public you would be considered a woman . Chin up , stop doubting and strut your stuff . Self confidence is important and stop worrying about what others think
Awww, thanks. <3 <3
I should be considered a woman everywhere, by everyone because that's what I am. I don't worry so much about what others think most of the time, its not that, dysphoria knows no logic and besides what I brought up is largely about basic decency, our rights and acceptance. About which world has changed so much its amazing... But a lot is missing.
Confidence is one of my biggest struggles in life and believe me, I'm trying, I'm doing my best with it but its very difficult. After decades of being taught to think the worst and always downplay myself, its crazy hard to snap out the learned thought patterns. But I'm getting better at it, better than ever. Thankfully nobody here knows me from my worst times.
Day 475
I was two days without pumping, MSM or Royal Jelly out of convenience as and MSM I just forgot to take with me... For some mystical reason, I've had massive growth symptoms for the last about a week or so and its getting stronger. I just came back home and missing my dear Melissa as she's busy today, but to cheer myself up, I picked up my new bra on the way...
Can I call it? This bra is Elomy Charley in 38G UK, 38/85K US/EU. Its quite similar to Cate which I had in 40F/G. Its got absolutely massive side support, its very strudy, straps are nicely wide, three hooks and wide band. Soft cups which I fill nearly perfectly! There's only tiny bit to grow into! O_O I should have gone for HH/L cup I think because I will very soon grow into this. I'm willing to bet I'm outgrowing it by Christmas at this pace. Too bad, this bra is comfy and extremely supportive and its also cute. It does not flaunt at all, I look exactly like I would without a bra when I have it on and the support is amazing. I'm not surprised in the slightest by the reviews I read as this bra is very popular among busty ladies. For a good reason too, its amazing! First pic just frontal one, last one, I'm pointing where the underwire sits. That's exactly where my breast tissue starts. This became a problem with Poir Moi Scandalous 38G, the underwire wasn't wide enough any more and my boobs ketp escaping to my armpits. Well not with this new bra. Its spot on.
So, can I call it already? I'm filling H/K cups. Universe got to be kidding me?! I'm soon only sixteen months on HRT and I'm comfortably wearing this thing.
Dumping pictures... Another frontal pic to give idea of the scale better, then two pics wearing a tanktop which I bet all of you have seen already. The interesting thing about this bra is how it does not flaunt or shape nearly at all. What it shows is that is there. Obviously this bra is for daily wear and not about flaunting the hell out of everything.
I'm having a shitty, tired, dysphoric day... I posted today in hopes to have something to cheer me up. Instead I get nothing but silence while others get praised left and right. I guess my posts are just meaningless uninteresting bs.
Excuse me while I kick the tumbleweeds on my way out. :'(
Hiya Lara, Sorry I missed you today but ugh Sundays am I right?
I knew it, I fudgy brownie knew it! I knew so much you'd get to H gosh so what does the future mean for you hun, is booba greed subsiding or are you pushing on to new frontiers unheard of on BN? I'm not sure if I could handle H, I mean 36FF already is quite a bit especially on me. But gosh is that bra really cute hun, I might look into Elomy for my next bra, oh and remember a bra is like a potato it is very humble on its own but when paired with the right ingredients it becomes so much more and on you it look amazing
Hell your standing image shows how far your curves are accumulating with HRT, I'd say very quickly even. I can't help but wonder where your going to be in another 8-10 years fat redist on you and in such a short time your showing huge potential and I bet not even much has gone to the boobs yet, especially if they are dense to the such a little? Gosh I think you need to start considering where you might end up, cause right now your insatiable
Also its ok hun, I know the feeling for some validation especially on some days dysphoria reins supreme, but I can imagine a few here being a bit busy or not knowing what to say but its ok as I'll always listen to my tutor ^-^
(09-10-2022, 05:05 PM)HelloDiDi Wrote: [ -> ] (09-10-2022, 03:03 PM)Avign0n4090 Wrote: [ -> ]DiDi, question on the royal jelly for larger areolas...
I've been on full HRT for over 4 years, never took much herbal or supplements, just initial oral E tablets and Spiro, now using injectable EEn (3.2 mg/week) for E monotherapy.
While my boobs have developed enough to wear a 44D/46C (US) bra, and my nipples enlarged, my areolas remain male-size and appearance, so I thought I'd try using your suggested royal jelly treatment.
I purchased this brand, https://www.amazon.com/Stakich-FRESH-ROYAL-JELLY-Preservatives/dp/B000MEIKOC/ref=sr_1_2_sspa?crid=2U0F1L6CGDVCE&keywords=starch+royal+jelly&qid=1665321326&sprefix=starch+royal+jelly%2Caps%2C104&sr=8-2-spons&psc=1&spLa=ZW5jcnlwdGVkUXVhbGlmaWVyPUExUVJRMlVVVEZRRVI3JmVuY3J5cHRlZElkPUEwMjM4OTk2MjBESFJWTlU2N0FUVyZlbmNyeXB0ZWRBZElkPUEwMjQxNDk1MlNXWTAyUUVQMDRTRSZ3aWRnZXROYW1lPXNwX2F0ZiZhY3Rpb249Y2xpY2tSZWRpcmVjdCZkb05vdExvZ0NsaWNrPXRydWU= , and applied a thick amount to both nipples and areolas last night, then used large bandaids to cover them up and keep the jelly in place.
Didn't notice anything the next morning, but about 30 minutes after applying the jelly, my nipples felt really warm, almost hot for about an hour, then didn't feel anything the rest of the night.
I plan on doing this nightly for about a month and see if this works.
Do you suggest any change to what I'm doing?
Thanks!!!
Hi. The one you linked looks quite similar to what I'm using at the moment. Funny thing about warmth, I never felt that, but itch, ache and tenderness and very puffy areolas and engorged nipples.
I only use a 2-3 tiny drops per boob and that seems to be enough to make it work, also I'm almost broke almost always and the stuff is expensive so I'm trying to get everything out of it I possibly can. I can't think of anything you could improve, this is pretty much the way it works.
OK, so, seems at least I'm on the right track. Thanks, DiDi...and, you certainly ARE a woman, so, don't let the bastards get you down! Love you!!