(07-01-2022, 05:08 PM)HelloDiDi Wrote: [ -> ]Its tough.... I got misgendered in the shop the other day. The girl there asked me "who's this parcel for, it has a wrong name on it." It was addressed to Lara of course. I gave her rather sarcastic answer to it and after a while of confusion, she gave it to me.Well Didi I think chubby is nice and sort of sexy, me I'm absurdly skinny which isnt pretty at all, sometimes i look at myseft and just want to die, so am a bit jealous because well, I find it hard to keep up. Stay at it Didi I'm a fan even if I dont always respond I am there but don't come to this thread as often as I should because I'm a bit timidly jealous and intimidated. But I do follow and do understand your emotions way, way too much for anybody to comprehend and you are dealing with it far better than I did.
Btw, today is the 200th day on HRT. Time is flying... I snapped few photos today as I was on a good mood, I can't understand how can someone NOT see a woman when they look at me. I'm becoming ever more curvy and quite chubby. At least the gaining cycle is fun and yummy, I'm gaining weight with extreme ease and most of it is going to the girly places which is awesome. I wonder how hard will it be to slim down, I'm planning to loose some to get my waist to show up better. But I can't say I wouldn't be pleased, I have love for chubby ladies anyway, so I don't mind seeing myself become one.
Oh and thank you all for replies, this thread has been lively lately.
One more thing, I'm adding pituitary supplement to my program today, more on this later.
(07-01-2022, 07:15 PM)Drew Wrote: [ -> ]Well Didi I think chubby is nice and sort of sexy, me I'm absurdly skinny which isnt pretty at all, sometimes i look at myseft and just want to die, so am a bit jealous because well, I find it hard to keep up. Stay at it Didi I'm a fan even if I dont always respond I am there but don't come to this thread as often as I should because I'm a bit timidly jealous and intimidated. But I do follow and do understand your emotions way, way too much for anybody to comprehend and you are dealing with it far better than I did.
Please don't be. I've talked many times here about my life, such details that many others would keep to themselves. My life is not worthy of envy, even though my body may be. I've just been given great advice and some genetic luck. I'm not posting to make anybody jealous of me, but I guess its inevitable. Jealousy, boob and body envy is my weakness too. I'm trying to fight it off by not paying so much attention and reminding myself that what ever others have does not diminish my achievements one bit as I am outshining myself everyday... Its hard not to care, but why should I care when others outshine me? They're not gonna take my boobs away from me, or my body shape or my smile or my eyes. (08-01-2022, 02:08 AM)HelloDiDi Wrote: [ -> ]Yeah Didi I know skinny isn't healthy but there is absolutely nothing I can do to correct that it's an infliction out of control I just don't eat. Envy? NO! I'm very happy with what I have achieved myself so please don't think I'm envious or have bad feeling's because I dont. Envy is a very strong word, believe me that's not me(07-01-2022, 07:15 PM)Drew Wrote: [ -> ]Well Didi I think chubby is nice and sort of sexy, me I'm absurdly skinny which isnt pretty at all, sometimes i look at myseft and just want to die, so am a bit jealous because well, I find it hard to keep up. Stay at it Didi I'm a fan even if I dont always respond I am there but don't come to this thread as often as I should because I'm a bit timidly jealous and intimidated. But I do follow and do understand your emotions way, way too much for anybody to comprehend and you are dealing with it far better than I did.
It is... I've always had a liking for accentuated soft curves anyway. And there's also a finger I'm giving to certain part of the online trans scene with it, those who think that the only way to be feminine is the "tall and slim" which many of them go for.... I got for tall and curvy, fuck the fascist beauty standards, watch me make my own.
Hmmh, too skinny isn't even healthy.
The best thing to do in life, is to outshine ourselves every day with little something. What others do is their burden to bear.
I have read the last couple posts and would like to share my thoughts. We all carry issues. I have been on a journey of trying to heal mine, I will probably be on this journey the rest of my life. DiDi is right about envy. You would not want what other people's issues. It's easy to look at someone and wish that you were them. The best path is strive for those qualities in your own life and examine what is holding you back. Also, be nice and kind to yourself. Appreciate yourself for where you are and what you have. You are stronger, smarter, better and prettier than your negative thoughts are telling you.
That all said, I will continue to compliment others on their progress! 
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(10-01-2022, 06:47 PM)HelloDiDi Wrote: [ -> ]Day 203Me too!!
I'm just dropping this timeline picture here. Another pic from few days ago and an old one from summer 2018. I don't think I've had such a crazy comparison to the old me before. The guy was so lean, I mean what the hell are those, twigs for thighs? I was really fit back then, in the best physical shape I've ever been, but quite miserable.... I prefer happiness and soft round curves far better.