02-08-2023, 12:58 PM
(01-08-2023, 09:52 PM)Mashtenn Wrote: [ -> ]I might have to try this. Awesome results.
I suggest you do because this stuff definitely does work. At least when there's correct hormone balance and sufficient breast development already present and you're not missing in the latter.
Day 773
A little update on the topical program, I upped both DHEA and progesterone cream dosages to 30mg and 40mg daily, so one pump of each per breast. I'm considering trying to add estrogel to this as suggested by Lotus and I think Stevenator has been doing it too lately? I thought I would try because I do have prescription for estrogel and I can get it govt paid so why the heck not. I'm planning to get them anyway so that I wont ever run out of estrogen, its never bad to have some extra around just in case there's supply problems or something.
I also upped Blessed Thistle from 1200mg to 2400mg per day so that's six capsules spread thoughout the day, I did the same with Bovine Ovary so its 2x both three times a day now. I started noogling again, taking easy approach, I did one hour yesterday and planning to do two hours today. I will alternate between low hours and over week long breaks for now as its been amazing for healing discolouration and dome marks. Also I'm getting a better understanding on how dramatic the effect of the topical creams is without noogling and that's absolutely worth doing so far, very interesting to see. I massage a lot, I don't know the times as its through the day every time my hands are free for it.
Then there's awesome thing, I finally applied for gender marker change and my information will be updated next monday, then the big bureaucratic hassle begins which likely takes at least several weeks to deal with. From next monday onwards, I will be fully stealth and recognized as a woman everywhere. Information about this is extremely hard to access so almost nobody will ever know I did this. I think it can only be accessed by police with a court order or the highest level of healthcare and only if there's emergency or a big time legal action going on. No other officials will ever know so I can stealth in almost my entire life now.
I took a picture I want to show just to give something to ponder upon. I have spoken about breast shape and proportions to body, face, shoulders, hands, waist and so on. Its really interesting and somewhat frustrating how it works, how we perceive body proportions and size. I have concluded that breasts are in aprticular weird on this because shape can alter perception so much. Give my boobs to someone petite with tiny graceful frame and they would look cartoonish. On me they look "only" big usually and some times not that much. But lets put things in perspective, take a look at this picture I took. My hands are not small, they're bigger than average woman, but smaller than average man. Just look how huge my breasts are compared to the size of my hand, its no joke how proportions and pictures can be deceiving or telling when right things are done to demonstrate scale. Also note the arrow and red line, that is approximately where my breast root ends and where fitting bra underwire sits. That is how wide my breast root is, I should try to take a better picture to show exactly where it is, but this side is very hard to catch decently. From centre, below and above its much easier and anyone with narrow shape will have easier time with it.
What to conclude from this is that my shape and proportions are difficult because I need more breast volume for the same effect someone smaller with narrower and more projected shape would get much earlier. But it also seems that wide and shallow shape is extremely rewarding and looks amazing once it gets big enough. Especially when its turning into also projected which appears to be where I am going. If my genetics are as favourable as I think they are, I will likely grow massive amount of projection as that's what my relatives got. My fear is ending up with sad droopy spaniel ears but then again, there are many ways to help with fullness, latest NBE stuff is like made for that and then there are other ways.
Anyway, take a look what showing scale does. Puts things in perspective doesn't it.
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But please do not call me male because I'm more than likely intersex, read my thread back for details.. The only thing "male" in me is the very unfortunate fucked up fate of having the damned Y chromosome which messed up my development.(And that short moment some dumb ass doctor said its a boy.) My first puberty was a weird one, late, and it was partially female puberty as if my body tried to make it right but things were messed up from the beginning. I'm very likely Klinefelter XXY intersex with some a bit weirder traits mixed in. Likely partially functioning female genitalia inside me, I have very obvious and strong period which has been easily trackable since about third month on HRT.