Didi
Thats wonderful that your mom has fully accepted you now. Life looks like it will be getting even better.
I just love following your story. You are an amazing woman!
Bobbi
(12-11-2021, 09:54 AM)Happyme Wrote: [ -> ]Didi
Thats wonderful that your mom has fully accepted you now. Life looks like it will be getting even better.
I just love following your story. You are an amazing woman!
Bobbi
Thanks. <3 My mom has made suh U turn, she promised to pay my labs, she's booking a hairdresser for me... She was getting something for christmas with my gf, I know its some girl stuff. And she also is finally using my chosen name, did it with me present. But she blurts out dead name if she's not concentrating. I forgive that, she's really putting in an effort.
Day 146
I'm having an hangover... I was out with friends last night at a band mates summer cabin. I had my friend Sarah with me. There's an interesting change on the way they socialize with me, I felt an obvious divide there. Three guys doing stuff together and two ladies. Not like its one big bunch all together. And they didn't make me carry water to the sauna, that was kinda cool... Back in the day they would have demanded me to, but now, guys do the heavy stuff without question.
I got dolled up day before yesterday, my gf did wonderful makeup job on me. I don't think I looked quite like this last time I did makeup.
Hi DiDi,
You are a very beautiful woman! And it sounds like a nice evening out with your partner and friends!
Kay
(14-11-2021, 12:36 PM)Kay Wrote: [ -> ]Hi DiDi, You are a very beautiful woman! And it sounds like a nice evening out with your partner and friends!
Hello Kay. <3 Thanks. We sure had good time.
Oh yea, a boob update, I'm few days off of being on HRT for five months and its been quite amazing. Seems like I may need to go bra shopping within few months by this pace. Making up a cleavage wearing my fave bra has never been this easy.
By measuring tape I should be wearing 80 / 36 I or one size bigger. I think in next few months I may need to go bra shopping.
Day 151
Five months on HRT. I haven't measured for almost a week now... Too busy. I've been in Helsinki, met a new really awesome trans friend there, met a cousin who I hadn't seen for over fifteen years, now I'm with my friend Sarah in her place, will stay for some days more. And umm.... I've got some new experiences which have made me question my sexuality more than ever. It may be that I might start to look at guys from another point of view.
HRT keeps on being nice to me, I can't wait to measure decently and see what's going on. Other than the obvious that my areolas have been like this almost 24/7 for quite a while now. I'm filling up my bra so well that its getting easy to make a cleavage which doesn't disappear the second I move around. I'm quite certain I will need to go bra shopping not too far in the future.
HRT + herbal stuff have been unchanged except that I came off cypro finally. Going to see if I can do well enough without an AA.
Oh and I don't remember if I mentioned, I got my first labs booked for Dec 1st and first trans clinic doctors appointment on Dec 15th.
Yea, here's some pics I snapped a minute ago.
(14-11-2021, 11:56 AM)HelloDiDi Wrote: [ -> ]Day 146
I'm having an hangover... I was out with friends last night at a band mates summer cabin. I had my friend Sarah with me. There's an interesting change on the way they socialize with me, I felt an obvious divide there. Three guys doing stuff together and two ladies. Not like its one big bunch all together. And they didn't make me carry water to the sauna, that was kinda cool... Back in the day they would have demanded me to, but now, guys do the heavy stuff without question.
I got dolled up day before yesterday, my gf did wonderful makeup job on me. I don't think I looked quite like this last time I did makeup.
OMG, your so pretty!!!!!
CAUTION DIDI OVERLOAD!
Good Gravy your just amazing!
Love ya
Bobbi
Day 162
I have my labs booked for tomorrow. Its been tough time lately... Some things are a bit better, others worse. My mental health isn't too good, I'm not feeling too good. Lot of dysphoria and worry which I'm trying to shake and trust the process which is insanely difficult. I think I'm at the point where the awesome glory of a quick start has worn off and now its the slow grind of body changes and trying to learn new things. My energy to do things is pretty much zero, my motivation has taken a huge hit lately. I haven't been consistent with measuring, over two weeks of almost no data. I measured today and I had it like this a month ago. It might be fluctuation the fuck I know, it just seems that nothing has gotten better in a month. Except there's something more on my hips I think.
I'm extremely afraid that I will stall and things wont change... I'm supposed to add boron and PG to my HRT but I don't have the money for it, I have money for nothing. Its hand to mouth all the time, hell I can't even buy myself nice winter shoes. I'm so so afraid that I'll get stuck and my boobs will stall no matter what I do.... I haven't yet had a month with this little change. They got better few weeks back consistently and now nothing.
I don't want to go from awesome start to just another trans girl who's just like everyone else. I'm scared of failing.