Stomach Bug on New Years Day? It sounds like you need a big greasy meal, or two lol.
I can only imagine your frustrations with trying to always fiddle with Bras. While I am still thankfully growing, I'm still getting by with wireless & sports bras.
Keep a close eye on those E levels. When mine get too high, my anxiety goes through the roof. Thankfully that hadn't happened to me in months, but I well remember the feeling.
Its been a feast almost every day since Christmas... This started on 29th when my friend was visiting and hasn't gone completely since. Right now I'm feeling much better than yesterday so I think I'll be better soon. Thankfully it didn't develop crazy fever and some puke & poop show like it could have been.
Dealing with bras is both frustrating and fun, especially now that I'm going to customise things a bit. Its been ages since I did any clothing trickery, last time it was the still unfinished bright red denim battle jacket, ladies style and yet heavy metal.
I should finish that as its so cool!
When my estrogens are too high, I get extremely emotional and get nasty uncontrollable mood swings. When it goes too low I'm feeling kinda meh and very dysphoric. It seems that I have quite strict window for mental state where I'm good, its between 200-350pg/ml on E2. Below two hundred and close to five hundred is where problems show up. At some point in future I want to try how pregnancy levels feel like btw, I'm really intrigued by inducing a simulated hormonal pregnancy, but that's just an idea for now distant future.
I think their is a stomach bug going around had it over Christmas. Looking good girl, how has the lactation been going you haven't mentioned it lately. Hope ll is going well.
It has been very interesting indeed following your journey. Your Breast growth is envious
Sorry that you've been under the weather. I know it had to suck not feeling well. Hope that you get to feeling better soon. I'm look forward to seeing you in your new bra.
I hope it goes away soon... Having stomach ache and bloating almost all times is so annoying. I'm doomed either way if I eat or not so I will eat as much as I need regardless of the pain, my metabolism is such that I very soon run out of energy completely if I don't eat often enough. Weirdly this happens even when I'm quite chubby and not exercising much. I've been having my estrogen levels a bit of a mess so if that is making this harder, I wouldn't be surprised.
Oh the new bra will be amazing, I know it.
The cool thing is modifying it to a perfect fit. But I know how ELomi sizing works so I'm confident it'll be spot on, likely with some space to grow into at first.
Niaja, I've been taking a break from pumping as I've been too busy for it and having had to heal blistered and dry nipples all the time has been hindering the process. Also the herbal concoction I've been on is very expensive to keep going so I've been taking it slow for now. Still milking droplets every day almost when ever I want to. So still very much active, just much lesser on supply for now. I have a month before my surgery so plenty of time. I'm trying to get more hours into pumping as soon as I can. ITs just this crazy cold messing up my skin, including nipples. We get very dry air here during winter and right now, it's -24c outside and it goes super dry when temperatures drop this cold. I have always had skin problems when air goes too dry so every winter is like this.
I have a plan about lactation, this has been a very successful trial run on it, but I want to try a combination of the methods I've already used, but with a small to moderate dose of domperidone to help with it. I'm planning this for spring time if possible. Meaning after I have recovered from the surgery. (Initial recovery takes approx 3-5 weeks, all swelling goes down and resulsts are pretty much final in about three months.)
I missed it. What surgery?
Lipo, body contouring/sculpting and fat graft breast augmentation. Its a two phase operation, first flanks, tummy, generally slimming waist area + getting rid of fat volume in tummy, around 300ccs fat graft per breast, shaping and just adding volume. Second phase will be shaping the parts worked on previously, slimming down back, love handles and another fat graft to breasts. Desired result is accentuated hourglass shape, fuller boobs and about 2-3 cup sizes more volume. I have also asked about a third smaller operation on doing some finishing touches like slimming down my arms and so on. First phase booked on Feb 6th, second after six months for healing and evaluating results in between.
That’s awesome. You are BN version of Jessica Rabbit. lol. Good for you. Be Happy first. Please keep us posted.
Haha, omg yea. I might well turn out like that... Tall lady with topheavy hourglass shape.
And I'm so boob greedy I'm going to see this through as big they wish to grow. The fat grafts are mainly for shape, but that will add several cup sizes of volume anyway. Its all fine, I'm happy with having big boob problems. I rather carry heavy breasts than crippling dysphoria, its much lighter burden.
About my IG, I use it as a random picture gallery. I might add more hobby stuff later on, clothing stuff as my wardrobe broadens and what else. Oh and there will be a bit more thorough special photoshoot coming up next summer, or once I'm healed from second phase of the surgery. I see that as a point where my transition is starting to be mostly done with few big steps still on the way and I'm going to skip celebrating my 40th birthday, rather celebrate my transition once I'm further down the road.
It just happens that the lady who did my piercings also does makeup and photography. She's quite an artist, piercings, ink, photoshoots and what else and she's good at it. So my gf hinted her about it and I asked if she would help out doing a photoshoot with me and she agreed. So a total makeover and getting dolled up and professional pics taken. Of course I'll edit them to add my own thing to it. So this will result into a huge picture dumping on IG.
Here too, but I wont spam gazillion pics of course. I haven't decided on a theme yet, should I go with some goth/punk stuff or something else.