Breast Growth For Genetic Males

There's something I forgot to point out, I'm three and half months without Noogle. The dome edge marks are still there! They're slowly fading but its taking ages. Much longer than I thought. They're still visible in certain lighting as can be seen in the photos I posted. The discolouration I had is gone, I think nearly completely, but the edge marks linger for ages....

I suspect it takes up to six months for them to be completely away. This is something I feel like I have failed with, I failed being careful and gentle enough with my noogling. I think the time I didn't have a gauged pump is what made this so difficult and just pushing in crazy hours for so long. In hindsight, I could have likely done well with less hours but some times more is more. The price I'm paying is the long wait for the discolouration to heal.

Oh and the stretch marks on my boobs are becoming much more visible now. Especially in hard light like the one in our bathroom. Not that I mind, I'll carry those stretch marks as a badge of success.

I snapped a picture right after pumping just to show how big my nipples swell, this is why I need to keep upgrading to bigger cup funnels all the time. Right one is so thick the pump doesn't do much any more so its definitely time to upgrade. I've tried it the other way, anything smaller doesn't do a thing any more and bith width and depth in the Elvie cups has run out. I hope the Spectra cups from UK will ship quickly. Or if I could find them for sale within EU somewhere, that would be quicker and likely cheaper.

Your nipples are very large and see how they would hinder your milking.  They are lovely.  Hopefully your noogleberry marks will disappear soon.

May the new cups arrive soon!

Interstingly my milk supply keeps on going up again, the cups having not enough space for efficient pumping is a real problem for a while. I'm getting the Spectra cups ordered on monday so I will have to manage with these for a bit. I had to actually use 21mm flange on the right side to keep my nipple from pushing too far, it helps, but obviously its not really efficient either. Left is still growing into the 24mm one so that'll be fine for a while. This is such a funny problem. I cant' complain about crazy nipple development, I should measure them some time soon to know how much they've grown since previous measurement. Its a lot.

So my mothers birthday party was yesterday evening and we had fun, it was actually nice which is surprising because usually my relatives can be really tiring bunch. It was just my uncle, aunt and her husband, me, fiance and mom. We managed to go home just when my mother started to get annoying drunk. The result is brain splitting horrible hangover. Its this kinda things that make aging a grim reality for me and reminder for why I don't drink much at all. Luckily my alcohol tolerance is so low that I tend to drink much less than before and that means almost no hangover usually, but this is just terrible. First time since last summer that I was actually drunk.... I rather not do this at all, thankfully I have so little social life, saves me from many headaches.

Once I'm feeling bit more alive, I need to pack my things and get ready to go to see my girlfriend. I'm going to stay with her for a week, getting nice escape from home for a while. And she booked piercing for me next week, I'm gonna get two more on right ear and one more on left. So lovely, I've dreamed about it for ages to be able to play with ear rings like that. Three per side so plenty of choice on what to wear. I like it, so simple and so pretty.

I dropped the braless picture from a while ago to intagram, I don't think I've ever got so many likes and comments on one picture before, that was actually nice, cheered me up a bit. ^_^ Someone commented about curves, I keep teasing them about body contouring coming up so there's gonna be more curves to show soonish. I'm so grateful for being able to get such operation done, accentuated hourglass shape, tiny waist and much bigger boobs... Dreamy. Yea, I'm asking for consultation in couple of days as we got the money arranged. I'm gonna ask them to book the op as soon as possible, I'm open for getting it done any time. More on this next week.

That's good news that you had a good time with your mom.  Family is important.  Also happy to hear that your supply is increasing.  Enjoy your time with your girlfriend.

I used to drink waaay too much many years ago, and thankfully I stopped doing that about seven years ago. I have noticed lately that when I do drink occasionally now, I tend to notice the effects of alcohol much faster now, which is kind of perplexing.

Years ago in the past when I drank heavily, I started getting hangovers that would last 3 & 4 days. (That's one of the main reasons why I quit). But the last few times I have drank, when I noticed how drunk I got on just a little (compared to before), was the absence of an intense hangover. That seems really odd to me now.

Thank God that I got through that alcoholic stage of mine, because having a physical 'need' to drink sucked. Right now there is beer wine and liquor in the house, plus last week I made several batches of hard apple cider for the holidays, and I'm so glad I no longer have the physical craving for alcohol. Living in a bottle is literally like a prison.

So, to sum-up this long post, I'm wondering if HRT indeed does have an effect on what (we're) experiencing?

I'm glad that your visit went well, btw.

I am not on HRT, but using NBE and when I drink, it hits me harder than before.

HRT compeltely changes metabolism, including how alcohol works. My tolerance has become a tiny fraction of what it was which is good thing, I just need to be more careful these days as I get drunk extremely easy. I had never crazy tolerance for the poison anyway, but now its ridiculously little. 2-4 strong beers or glasses of wine is enough to make me sloshed. I like it, it means no hangover later and also I don't even want to get drunk any more as I hate the feeling of not being in control of myself.

I was offline for almost a day btw, I'm at girlfriends' place now and its lovely quiet here. But I'm also sick, thankfully common cold and not some super nasty flu. I'm feeling quite bad though, tired and everything is aching, likely a slight fever. But its warm in the cabin and we can easily heat the sauna any time we want. It helps with being sick so much, opens up lungs and clears throat and the heat helps with aching joints. Finnish sauna is amazing medicine for so much. If people in the world knew how amazing it is, everybody would build one at home.

I only pumped four sessions yesterday, but interstingly my milk supply was at least the same or better than yesterday. I badly need the new pump cups with wider funnels. Left nipple is healing extremely well, the antibacterial cream along with moisturiser is so good, keeping everything super clean. Lot of dead skin came off so it means it'll be fully healed soon. The advice on healing blistered nipples just keeps on working but obviously it needs to be kept extremely clean to make sure nothing gets infected. I'm soon needing another pumping session. The ache shows up quickly unless I keep my girls emptied. ^_^

I've had likely the roughest day for quite a while today. Badly badly overwhelmed with bureacracy being a bitch, landlord being weird about rents, sending out emails to get stuff fixed about my lost prescriptions which will likely never help me out at all and booking the consultation to the plastic surgery centre...

Which I managed to pull off after crazy panic attack and forcing myself to be able to deal with it. I did it, I'm meeting with my surgeon on December 19th in Helsinki. I've been really emotional and hurting like hell today.

It feels like my dysphoria goes absolutely on insane levels as I'm getting closer to getting probably the biggest fix to it I'll ever have. I can't even  believe its happening because I grew up in a world where plastic surgery was reserved for mega rich and famous people only. I can't even understand for real that I'm getting something done. I don't feel like I deserve anything like it, its the biggest most costly birthday present I've ever had and my life has been crazy roller coaster and a total painful shitshow at times. How can I deserve anything like it?

Let alone getting stuff done which almost feels like lipstick on a pig or trying to polish a turd. I'm also getting some minor facial work done, mainly wrinkles on forehead filled in and I will ask my surgeon if he would have some suggestions. Price is not a problem as we do have some wiggle room on small things to go with it.

Maybe this will be the deathblow to my dysphoria in many ways and along with it a ton of mental health issues.... Maybe it'll help me feel beautiful and more at home in my body. So far no internal work has done anything, no pretty words have fixed me, only body changes have and I have already seen what a huge difference it does to how people are treating me. This body contouring + fat graft + some minor fixes along with it will very likely be the biggest visual difference to how I look like, everything else is more "under the hood" kind of stuff and perception is a big deal. Changing that will likely change so much for better given the time.

I'm absolutely sick of this "dark night of the soul" with dysphoria doing its best to keep me depressed and anxious, and closer the big life changing treatments come, more painful it gets. I just wish I somehow find the energy to push through this, the pain of recovery is nothing compared to how much my heart breaks with the dysphoria demon on my shoulder tormenting me.

So moment of truth in four weeks... Details, dates, payments and then excited waiting.