Breast Growth For Genetic Males

The day is indeed approaching quickly! We are excited for you! May the healing process go as smoothly and quickly as safely possible!

Its time for last breast growth update before the coming surgery. I've been doing my weight loss thing, HGH + IGF-1 boost with the amino acid combo, I'm back on my proven to work injection regimen and I have quickly stabilised, no crazy mood swings any more and I'm feeling great. I also added EGCG to the mix, that's green tea extract. I bought a strongest I found which has least caffeine. So its 400mg capsule 2-3 times a day about half an hour before a meal. My girlfriend confirmed I'm slimming down, she said that even my legs are a bit slimmer now.

Right now I'm taking a break from the topical program, first decently long break since starting. Its been highly successful, one of the best pieces of the boob puzzle so far and I think Lotus' findings on it are well proven to work now and I'm going to go on it second time after I have recovered (and stocked up) enough.

I didn't remember to do measurements, but my new bra is already quite nicely full and the pictures are quite telling of what is going on. Especially the timeline is. So have a look, next time I'm posting bare boobs, they'll be much bigger. And first likely look quite ugly because I will have quite a lot of bruining post op. I'm going to document it so everybody will know how its like. I'm quite excited and a bit worried about how much in pain I will be afterwards. One more week to go and then its show time.

Oh and to note, the stretch marks I've mentioned are finally starting to show in pictures. Many would think its a flaw, but to me those are like battle scars or a tattoo, what is the price of maturing into womanhood... I love it, mine turn really pale white and show up well if I tan a bit.

Your nipples have really grown! Best of luck to yin with your surgery. When is the date?

You have fantastic boobs, nipples and areola, what an amzzing change over the years. The doctors IMO will have a hard time making those perfect boobs more perfect than what they already are. Good luck and I hope you will not be hurting to bad after the procedure. we will be thinking of you

Best of luck

You've come a long way and they will even better.  Nipples are awesome.  Wishing you the best with your surgery.

Last update before surgery, four days to go.

I'm at my girlfriends' place. I decided against going to Helsinki to see my cousin and stuff. I've had some very anxious, depressing days and I had to get my sedatives from the pharmacy just to stay sane and without excessive panic attacks. Feels like right choice, I'll be just quietly relaxing and preparing mentally these next few days. Likely I'll just go for some walks and spend time with gf without anything fancy. And hopefully no extra stress comes my way, I really need to be stress free for at least these few days.

And here's the last pre op photo. My weight loss seems to be working nicely, last to come is first to go. Its lovely to notice how the area between waist and boobs keeps on slimming down, especially obvious when I pose a bit. My new bra is getting tight, can you believe it? I just got it and there are already signs... The usual, gore floats, wires make creaking sounds, straps tend to loosen on their own, red marks all over me after a short wear. Its good to go for now, but I'm not far from outgrowing this one too. Kinda guessed it. After the fat graft I might have yet another bra issue coming up. Thankfully there's space to adjust for now.

If my surgeon does exactly as I've asked for, this operation will make me go fro curvy to extra curvy. Slim thick. Btw, I'm two months in on using volufiline on my face and its fantastic! That stuff is absolutely worth checking out for skin care purposes. Also its exactly 31½ months on HRT, six months since I graduated from Noogling and two months on Ovary/Uterine/Pituitary combo. My hips and thighs have become considerably thicker during last two months and so far slimming down has not affected lower body at all. What they say about weight cycling done slow and controlled is spot on, it works. But lets see, soon I'll head into the bulldozer mothod of fat distribution, I'm sure this surgery will drastically improve my life and alleviate so much dysphoria. I don't think I can completely cure it, but highly likely it'll be so diminished byt the end of this year that I can safely say I'm more than halfway done with transition.



Who ever isn't into my transition ramblings can stop reading now...

As I just went into my forties, having this crazy transitional time in my life in more than one way, has me thinking about things. My place in the world and goals and how I'm feeling about life. It is obvious by now that I'm never going to live a normal life. It wont happen because I'm not "normal" by any means. Never have been and I don't need to. Lot of my depression is about not reaching typical life goals, not living by expectations, finding my own path with everything and living an adventure, weird out of the ordinary life which has been strangely lucky. I've had many close calls about getting in big trouble, even about losing my life several times. A near death experience and so on. And somehow no matter what I've always ended up on my feet like a cat. Its strange, I feel like I've failed so much and at the same time I have been lucky and blessed.

This feeling of finally reaching adulthood for real, coinciding with transitioning my body to match my essence is strangely symbolic somehow. Losing so much of my old life. Friends, social standing, ease that I used to have. Lot of which was pretty privilege, its very obvious now after much self reflection. Status as a white cis hetero man, and attractive one at that was super easy mode. Its like I've thrown social difficulty from easy to extra hard. With the peculiar exception of becoming 100% cis passing to the point that my girlfriends' parents think I'm a cis woman. Also the way I get treated in real life. I know by now that I'm far more attractive and pretty irl than pictures. I'm getting some similar treatment as what I got perceived as an attractive man, but this time its the way pretty ladies get treated. Its not much, but there's a trend showing lately.

And this one is important to me. People are shallow as fuck. And they're hyprocrites. Looks mean way more than most people like to admit. There's no way around it. Its stupid, but that's how it is. There's some irony in the fact that one of the dreams of the caged little girl whom I set free, has been to become pretty and get admired for it. She's getting to do it now, in her own way, non conventional way, non standard conforming way. Its working, people keep on treating me better. I've had a lot of naysayers belittle my dreams about this too. Just like they did about many things before, my music, drumming, art, moving to Ireland, quitting smoking, transition, doing HRT on my own and so on... Almost all my big dreams and life changes have been met with belittling, invalidating, trying to keep me down. Latest is trying to tell me to not even try to be actually pretty, that its not for me. That beauty is only for young super perfectly standard conforming girls or something. Like hell yea, keep on saying that, hold my beer and watch me do it. I'm going to become as beautiful as I can, I want to shine with the snow, I want to show myself and the world that a 40 year old big Nordic minority woman can be beautiful as a flower! Beauty is not exclusive right for those who fit the idiotic standards of it, its not exclusive right for young girls, nor cis women. This same invalidation and belittling, trying to hold me back also goes to plastic surgery. Even when my main motivation for it all is treatment of my diagnosed gender/sex dysphoria.

Which brings me to my changing view on myself and my sex/gender transition. I'm very obviously old fashioned binary trans woman, as they used to call us, transsexual, because I'm transitioning my physical sex characteristics into what and who I am. And that is a woman. My transition has well defined beginning and end. Once I'm post transition, I will be anatomically corrected into a woman, completely, by all means currently possible. I will not be transgender/sex any more at that point. I have stated it before that I wish to get rid of the transgender identity thing, that never felt my "own" so to speak. I see my situation as me being a woman who has unfortunate birthdefect which is medically curable. My dysphoria is all about my body being incorrect and that can be almost completely corrected. Once its all said and done, that's it. I guess this thinking goes hand in hand with my obviously intersex traits (which btw are even more obvious now as I dug up some old photos a while ago, being surprised to realise how its all been under my nose all my life.) and the feeling of just having my body become what it was supposed to be from the beginning. My mind and personality has been the girl all my life, its so easy to see it now why I have had so much difficulty fitting in, why I was bullied harshly when I was kid, why I never truly fit into the male role given to me. It was never me to begin with and despite being socialised as male, my femininity has always stayed there, just barely hidded below the surface.

Can I again praise BN forum a bit? I like it here, this feels like one of the few spots where I feel mostly respected and treated well. I don't want to have anything to do with the trans scene online, LGBT scene in general just isn't much my thing. I can't relate to most trans women, there are few who have become my good friends and they seem to always exhibit so much similar feelings about things, often similar backgrounds as well. And how come they're all old school binary trans women too? Birds of feather flock together I guess.



This truly is a painful and rough path to take. Nothing in my life has been as demanding and hard to do as transition. The price to pay for this is immense. But I'm grateful. I wouldn't change one minute of it, not one tear, they're all worth it. So, wish me luck for tuesday and I'll see you all on the other side. Next update will be some days post op.

Lara, you have come a long way since I've known you.  You've been an inspiration for all of us.  I'll be thinking about you when you have your upcoming surgery.

(02-02-2024, 02:32 PM)Mashtenn Wrote: [ -> ]Lara, you have come a long way since I've known you.  You've been an inspiration for all of us.  I'll be thinking about you when you have your upcoming surgery.

Well said!

Best of Luck Lara. Very excited for you