I'm like a bra enthusiast they can look so damn cute all the different styles and what it does with shaping and bringing forth hidden projection is just a godsend and over time that becomes more permanent, I refuse to go without one other than bed
Yup those unmistakable moments are key to beating the dysphoria lens on our own eyes, that is the moment that it is undeniable even to us. A lot of the time we don't see ourselves correctly due to this, as our perception is warped. Then we get glimpses here and there at first then we see her everywhere and it just grows and grows. It is what everyone has seen for awhile we are only just catching up at this point.
Combining huge large boobs with a curvy body with early stage fat redist shows your absolutely only going to get curvier over the years, I could count myself among countless girls that would be envious with where you're going. Your combining quite a large bust with quite thick butt and hips and thats awesome
it is quite difficult to get that sort of result even for cis women.
I can't help but wonder where the hell your going to be in a few years with fat redist? I mean weight cycling is especially powerful. You girl should feel really good about yourself cause even to you the changes are undeniable and that is the truth of our journey, to see the changes we desire and need.
(01-10-2022, 11:31 AM)Mel87 Wrote: [ -> ]I'm like a bra enthusiast they can look so damn cute all the different styles and what it does with shaping and bringing forth hidden projection is just a godsend and over time that becomes more permanent, I refuse to go without one other than bed
Yup those unmistakable moments are key to beating the dysphoria lens on our own eyes, that is the moment that it is undeniable even to us. A lot of the time we don't see ourselves correctly due to this, as our perception is warped. Then we get glimpses here and there at first then we see her everywhere and it just grows and grows. It is what everyone has seen for awhile we are only just catching up at this point.
Combining huge large boobs with a curvy body with early stage fat redist shows your absolutely only going to get curvier over the years, I could count myself among countless girls that would be envious with where you're going. Your combining quite a large bust with quite thick butt and hips and thats awesome it is quite difficult to get that sort of result even for cis women.
I can't help but wonder where the hell your going to be in a few years with fat redist? I mean weight cycling is especially powerful. You girl should feel really good about yourself cause even to you the changes are undeniable and that is the truth of our journey, to see the changes we desire and need.
Awwwh, don't be jealous, adoration is better than envy sweetie.
But yea, when ever dysphoria veil gives way to actually seeing what's going on is nothing short of amazing. And those moment slowly become more frequent. I think with fat distribution, I have a lucky roll on genetic dice as mine is spot on like my relatives have it, storing most on thighs, hips, butt and boobs. They tend to get a lot on lower tummy too which I see happening to me also. I don't mind as I quite like the shape, it might get troublesome if I gain too much weight though.
Remains to be seen, well you know my plans already but people here don't, so what I'm up to now is to do likely several quite moderate weight cycles until my GCS is done, after I'm healed, I will likely try much more extreme weight cycle, perhaps several times. First of all I want to know how I will feel and look if I get very chubby, I mean 20-30lbs bigger than I've ever been before and I want to try it at least once to do a long big weight cycle and see what results I get. I plan to do it quite slowly and by eating healthy and also staying active enough because I want to be fit no matter how much weight I'm carrying with me. This plan is for next about five years or so, GCS will likely be booked within next 1-2 years or so. I will likely have plenty of time to play with body weight even before it.
Awww I didn't mean to come across as jealous!, I adore your results because it shows what's possible for us that didn't start early enough with bone fusion. Its a mixture of gosh could I get these results???, to it looks amazing on her! would it look amazing on me? It leaves me inspired to try doing weight cycling and that is admiration and inspiring
Weight cycling is so powerful with you wanting to do bigger swings the more that fat redist has completed maybe a few pounds at 10% but huge swings with way more % it can literally reshape your body and with your progress so far will be pretty damn impressive.
(01-10-2022, 11:53 AM)Mel87 Wrote: [ -> ]Awww I didn't mean to come across as jealous!, I adore your results because it shows what's possible for us that didn't start early enough with bone fusion. Its a mixture of gosh could I get these results???, to it looks amazing on her! would it look amazing on me? It leaves me inspired to try doing weight cycling and that is admiration and inspiring
Weight cycling is so powerful with you wanting to do bigger swings the more that fat redist has completed maybe a few pounds at 10% but huge swings with way more % it can literally reshape your body and with your progress so far will be pretty damn impressive.
I was kinda joking about it.
Oh and you're getting there, no doubt about it. I absolutely want to find out about this theory once I'm few years on in HRT and post op so free to play with my weight what ever way I wish. Slow and steady as always but I'm very curious about doing it more extreme once I can.
Your such a teaser
absolutely I'm doing a small one now to help see the redist on me, under my pudge on my waist I can feel a very thin waistline but I got stuck the first time on my weight cycle. Some moved but I guess that was the limitation on fat redist at the time about sub 10% somewhere when I hit 137lbs. Now not only have I lost muscle but I'm about just above 20% somewhere. Fat cell life cycles are particularly interesting in reshaping bodies but considering 8.7% is all we get a year this means it's just over 10 years to see its full effect. So by cycling we can fill up these new fresh cells while shrinking the masc areas. Its really interesting and very fascinating to play with. I think extreme swings at 100% especially can yield especially massive returns.
So I picked up the pure royal jelly today. Its pale yellow and smells like mildly fermented honey. Interestingly the tiny little jar has the same amount as the big one which is mixed with honey. So this experiment starts today, knowing that this is way stronger than what I had before, I will use only a tiny drop per boob which I think should be enough.
Also soon another interesting change is my new HRT plan of using a patch on the side with EV injection to get more stable levels. Also I'm raising my dosage a bit, likely to 0,10ml twice a week.
I did measurements today just for fun and hit the numbers to ABTF calculator. I noted some interesting things, band measurements were close the same but standing bust in particular had gotten considerably bigger than before, also leaning bust increased and the result bounced from 38H to 38H/HH, in UK sizing. I calculated that my bust minus band difference has grown from 11" to 11,4" in quite short time. Measuring day coming up in three days as I'm hitting fifteen and half months on HRT so I'll be updating then. Oh and I ordered a new bra too.
(01-10-2022, 11:18 AM)HelloDiDi Wrote: [ -> ]Yesterday I had such happy moments when I saw my reflection on some windows and my shadow on the ground. It was one of these moments in which dysphoria doesn't blind me. I was so surprised about my figure like is that really me? Is that what other people see? I noticed that I have become seriously curvy to the point where no clothes can hide it and my body shape and proportions are unmistakably female. I guess its no wonder that I got zero weird looks when dropping off my friend to the train station.
I haven't posted pictures showing much more than boobs for a long time but I thought I could post some now as I think these came out nice. My hips and thighs have gotten very thick lately, to the point that its making my legs look quite small when in fact they're not small at all. And what's going on with my hips and boobs is just lovely as its starting to mask my more masculine features and my shoulders don't look that wide any more.
To say that I'm pleased with this development is an understatement. My fat distribution change is now nearing about 11% and the changes are so dramatic, makes me daydream about how will this be after two years, three years or five? Weight cycling might help with the process to some extent but no matter what to complete the change will take many years which is a lovely fact to know.
Anyway, take a look at these pics I took. I've been feeling so good about myself its very rare. <3
Omg !! That is amazing growth !! You going for bigger ??
(03-10-2022, 03:51 AM)myboobs Wrote: [ -> ]Omg !! That is amazing growth !! You going for bigger ??
Thanks. <3 ^_^
Yes I plan to keep on going until I reach my genetic potential, how ever big will that be... I might consider slowing down with NBE stuff in case I get too much back pain, but I'm quite heavy built and my breasts have wide and tall root so the weight is distributed quite evenly. So far its "only" my neck and shoulders which get stuck but back is still ok. They are getting quite heavy though.
I'm also a bit greedy, as I obviously have amazing growth potential, I want to see it through and see how big I can have them. Also worth noting is that bigger my breasts grow, more confident and less dysphoric I've become. I absolutely adore and love them. I'm now bit over seven months in Tanner stage 4, that's still early as this phase takes typically 3-5 years to complete, some trans women seem to speedrun it and others get stuck to it and never reach T5. This means that I have a lot of growth potential still untapped. There's of course no telling beforehand how long the rapid growth continues as it naturally slows down at some point. But knowing how breast development typically works, I seem to be following a normal pace on the development stages and that is very uplifting information. I'm confident that I will likely grow a whole lot more unless something makes me stall.
(03-10-2022, 09:35 AM)Mel87 Wrote: [ -> ]I can't help but wonder what genetic potential you have hun, I wonder what mine is too LOL. I think your right I mean as I get bigger too I question what could I actually support what would like flattering on me without being "too big" but I think the idea of focusing it on health is especially important its nice to have huge boobs but if they become a burden on your frame physically yeah.... that's when it would get tough. Having read your thread all the way through, I'd say you have the most booba greed I've seen on BN
I'm like that too the bigger I've get the more confident I'm in my cloths and the less dysphoria I feel. Seven months of T4 is really early considering how long it can take, T5 also takes a while alone as it rounds everything out but with that is a 1-2 cup sizes then addon post gcs and then you can get 1-2 sizes there too it's weird where are you going end up is anyone's guess
What stops it first your booba greed or your body?
Well knowing what kind of genetic code I probably have for this, big to huge? Its all totally possible as bunch of my relatives are very busty. Oh and I seem to be developing similar shape like my mother, so extremely wide root and hers are also very projected so that might be coming for me too. Umm, too much I think is when it starts to make daily life difficult and or looks like a cartoon. xD
You look amazing already, go on cutie, outgrow the FF already?
That's gonna be interesting to see btw, will I get the post op growth spurt as its not uncommon. But yea, there's T4 to finish first and that'll take quite some time.
Lets see about boob greed, no way I would be running short of it any time soon. ^_^