I am not liking how I am feeling with just E and PC. Yes, I am getting some stirrings slowly in the libido area...a very slow reawakening, but my breasts feel flat and lifeless...I dont want to sacrifice that...maybe I am seeking an impossible compromise...if it begins to look that way, I know what my choice will be...sigh.
Sorry to interupt the discussion, tee hee, carry on!
(17-04-2014, 05:15 PM)Samantha Rogers Wrote: [ -> ]I am not liking how I am feeling with just E and PC. Yes, I am getting some stirrings slowly in the libido area...a very slow reawakening, but my breasts feel flat and lifeless...I dont want to sacrifice that...maybe I am seeking an impossible compromise...if it begins to look that way, I know what my choice will be...sigh.
Sorry to interupt the discussion, tee hee, carry on!
LOL, sorry. Contrary to how it looks, I'm not trying to take over your thread.
(17-04-2014, 05:29 PM)SarahSchilling Wrote: [ -> ] (17-04-2014, 05:15 PM)Samantha Rogers Wrote: [ -> ]I am not liking how I am feeling with just E and PC. Yes, I am getting some stirrings slowly in the libido area...a very slow reawakening, but my breasts feel flat and lifeless...I dont want to sacrifice that...maybe I am seeking an impossible compromise...if it begins to look that way, I know what my choice will be...sigh.
Sorry to interupt the discussion, tee hee, carry on!
LOL, sorry. Contrary to how it looks, I'm not trying to take over your thread.
Lol...sis, you should know you are always welcome here.
Sigh...this girl has no willpower....I miss my booby growth!
I took my licorice and peony supps again today, .....and also some PM again...sigh
Oh well....If I must choose, I have made my choice. LOL
(17-04-2014, 10:40 PM)Samantha Rogers Wrote: [ -> ]Sigh...this girl has no willpower....I miss my booby growth!
I took my licorice and peony supps again today, .....and also some PM again...sigh
Oh well....If I must choose, I have made my choice. LOL
Dont feel bad you did better than me I never quit PM at all yet since I started on it but did cut back to twice a day at 500mgx2 and still had my other NBE's too
Its hard to stop whats been working I guess
(17-04-2014, 04:27 PM)SarahSchilling Wrote: [ -> ]LOL, I'm going to feel horrible if it doesn't work out since you bought so many!
No need to feel bad, sis. I would only feel bad if I don't use them and they go to waste. If they do work out well, it will turn out to have been a good move, and I'll have you to thank.
Hugs,
Clara
Todays update... Finally righted my head, and a few days ago reached the conclusion that I just cant any longer stand the mental aspects that return when I go off Pm..... edginess, competitiveness, arrogance, lack of empathy and gentleness, etc and a tendency toward self important opinionated bs...in short all the qualities I now despise in many a-hole males I know, and which I possessed myself for years before waking up...No...I am not going back there for any reason. So the T supps are in the trash, and I am back on normal (for me) doses of PM, aling with the other herbs and the E. The only difference is I am not taking any kind of AA right now but relying on an already low count and what small effect I make get from the part of PM that does some of that. And, good news...after a week or two feeling like my breasts were shrinking, now, after three days ramping back up on PM, they are buzzing again.
What will happen to my libido I cannot say, but I dont much care. If ensuring my future psychological happiness means killing my libido... I can live with that. Just have to figure out a new position on the team I guess...tight receiver maybe? Perhaps you can teach an old dog new tricks...tee hee.
One more little update...the "girls" are really buzzing this afternoon...seems they really love having the PM back.
T Supplements? As in your body naturally won't make enough anymore even if you're off PM for a while?
(21-04-2014, 03:28 PM)Samantha Rogers Wrote: [ -> ]Todays update... Finally righted my head, and a few days ago reached the conclusion that I just cant any longer stand the mental aspects that return when I go off Pm..... edginess, competitiveness, arrogance, lack of empathy and gentleness, etc and a tendency toward self important opinionated bs...in short all the qualities I now despise in many a-hole males I know, and which I possessed myself for years before waking up...No...I am not going back there for any reason. So the T supps are in the trash, and I am back on normal (for me) doses of PM, aling with the other herbs and the E. The only difference is I am not taking any kind of AA right now but relying on an already low count and what small effect I make get from the part of PM that does some of that. And, good news...after a week or two feeling like my breasts were shrinking, now, after three days ramping back up on PM, they are buzzing again.
What will happen to my libido I cannot say, but I dont much care. If ensuring my future psychological happiness means killing my libido... I can live with that. Just have to figure out a new position on the team I guess...tight receiver maybe? Perhaps you can teach an old dog new tricks...tee hee.
No, it was just an experiment, to try and see if that might wake up the boi bits, and they did respond somewhat. I was not worried too much because my T was way below even a normal GG. But the other aspects of T proved more than I wanted. So, now I am simply continuing my program albeit with no AA at all. So far I still feel some forgotten stirrings returning so I believe the lack of an AA is allowing my body to begin slowly releasing more natural T.
My doctor assured me that, short of surgery, everything can be reversed, if I want it....just not sure I want the one enough to put up with the other. I like feeling the way I do (without the T) way too much, you know?
