19-06-2023, 08:49 PM
(19-06-2023, 08:18 PM)Mashtenn Wrote: I'm so sorry that your emotions are in such a turmoil. Goals are great and obtainable and sometimes life or circumstances prevents us from achieving them. For me it's always been a step forward and then two steps back. Someone dear to me told me it's how we pick ourselves up and continue with our goals will make us a stronger person. I try to remember this when I'm down. You are a great and beautiful person and achieved so much. My hope is that you will rise from all of this and say I did it. If I have offended you my apologies. I just would like to see you continue with the success and strides that you have made.Awww its ok.
Its just my usual circle with all this stuff... The thing is that I have whole lot of dysphoria and whole bunch of other mental problems(Likely some that are actual real deal disorders, I match a whole lot of stuff on BDD.) that make things some times extremely difficult. My perception of self is clearly a huge mess, this stuff always comes up around important mile stone dates, its not the first time. Overthinking and having been exposed to so much triggering things in a short time make it worse. It comes and goes, I will get better. I just need some time off and something positive to happen, that's what usually helps a whole lot and it can be something little that does it. Going to the summerhouse and seeing gf again soon are definitely going to help a lot.
All this stuff is usually temporary, I just try to not get depressed and get out of it before it becomes a spiral.