Thanks for the advice and kind words once again. <3 ^_^
I just found my phone. Being drunk makes weird stuff happen, it was rolled inside the sheets in the middle of my bed. I have zero idea how in the heck did it end up there, but I finally found it. Took some tricks to make it ring as it was on silent.
I'm on much better mood than I've been on for days. I guess pushing reset button by getting wasted does work some times.
I've done it before, when life gets too much to deal with, some times a decent amount of booze will just somehow reset everything. Yes, on some occasions I like to get drunk.
Little breast update, they're quite puffy and I think my breast buds are getting bigger, little tenderness to the touch but not that growth ache yet, feels like they might be flaring up soon again. I'm on the day 5 of the current cycle now, on the 3000mg/day until the day 12, or so I'm planning. No FG now as I plan to cycle it two weeks on, two weeks off. MSM + D3 in the evenings as usual.
I played with them a bit and making a cleavage has never been this easy before.
(14-01-2021, 06:48 PM)HelloDiDi Wrote: [ -> ]Thanks for the advice and kind words once again. <3 ^_^
I just found my phone. Being drunk makes weird stuff happen, it was rolled inside the sheets in the middle of my bed. I have zero idea how in the heck did it end up there, but I finally found it. Took some tricks to make it ring as it was on silent.
I'm on much better mood than I've been on for days. I guess pushing reset button by getting wasted does work some times. I've done it before, when life gets too much to deal with, some times a decent amount of booze will just somehow reset everything. Yes, on some occasions I like to get drunk.
Little breast update, they're quite puffy and I think my breast buds are getting bigger, little tenderness to the touch but not that growth ache yet, feels like they might be flaring up soon again. I'm on the day 5 of the current cycle now, on the 3000mg/day until the day 12, or so I'm planning. No FG now as I plan to cycle it two weeks on, two weeks off. MSM + D3 in the evenings as usual.
I played with them a bit and making a cleavage has never been this easy before.
Good to hear you got better from drinking
Your breasts looks wonderful DiDi, i know i already said it but it's true! They already looks round and soft, so much they make me want to caress them 
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Anyways, welcome back to positivity!
(14-01-2021, 07:08 PM)Alexis P Wrote: [ -> ]Good to hear you got better from drinking. Your breasts looks wonderful DiDi, i know i already said it but it's true! They already looks round and soft, so much they make me want to caress them. Anyways, welcome back to positivity!
Awww, thanks. <3 They are as soft as they get. Seems like they keep on staying perky no matter how much they grow so far... I can't wait for the day there will be a little natural hang going on. Would love that well defined shadow to be there 24/7. I've got several people commenting on the shape lately. I think the roundness can be effected by stimulation, massage + pumping, a lot. Or perhaps I just got lucky, but the stimulation clearly gives roundness a boost.
From what I've seen, many who get them really nice and round do at least massage, but afaik there's a big part of genetics and luck there too. What I miss is the fantastic forward projection. Guys who grow more conical and forward have that going on, my thing is round and wide for now. I think lately I've gotten much more projection there, I wish this will be a continuing trend.
Yea, the drinking seemed to really reset my mind. Feeling so much better today.
DiDi - nice looking breasts
(14-01-2021, 09:18 PM)taxer Wrote: [ -> ]DiDi - nice looking breasts
Thank you.
I was reading about gender dysphoria on some website, it was very intriguing read and it went through everything from social aspects to physical and beyond. And I could so much relate to a lot of it. More than I thought I would...
There's something I have not mentioned before, a 'side effect' of what elevated E levels seem to do to me. I thought I was being crazy, but now reading that some trans MtF women experience this... I have to tell you guys. During the last 2-3 months, coinciding when my breasts seem to flare up and a growth spurt happens, I have experienced what can only be described as a ghost pain of non existing ovaries/uterus. Yep, read that right. Its weird and kinda scary feeling. I get it mostly just before falling asleep, I often do meditation before sleep and come very aware of my body and this is when this lingering weird dull ache happens, its clearly defined and its so odd as I know there's nothing there that should hurt the way it does. I got something down there hurting which isn't physically present. I thought I was going crazy, but apparently this is a thing that happens to some. Now I don't know what to think of it. Its weird.
I never experienced that, but when I was at peak phytoestrogen, I’d do weird things like the female walk, ie; one toe in front of the other, instead of a normal male gait.
(15-01-2021, 04:08 AM)Stevenator_too Wrote: [ -> ]I never experienced that, but when I was at peak phytoestrogen, I’d do weird things like the female walk, ie; one toe in front of the other, instead of a normal male gait.
I have noticed I do this quite often btw, some times subconsciously, only to quickly 'fix' it if there's people seeing me. The lovely squish you balls walk. xD Its funny to notice that inner thighs keep touching each other...
Anyway, the ghost pain thing is really out there weird, but apparently its a thing some get.
(14-01-2021, 06:48 PM)HelloDiDi Wrote: [ -> ]Thanks for the advice and kind words once again. <3 ^_^
I just found my phone. Being drunk makes weird stuff happen, it was rolled inside the sheets in the middle of my bed. I have zero idea how in the heck did it end up there, but I finally found it. Took some tricks to make it ring as it was on silent.
I'm on much better mood than I've been on for days. I guess pushing reset button by getting wasted does work some times. I've done it before, when life gets too much to deal with, some times a decent amount of booze will just somehow reset everything. Yes, on some occasions I like to get drunk.
Little breast update, they're quite puffy and I think my breast buds are getting bigger, little tenderness to the touch but not that growth ache yet, feels like they might be flaring up soon again. I'm on the day 5 of the current cycle now, on the 3000mg/day until the day 12, or so I'm planning. No FG now as I plan to cycle it two weeks on, two weeks off. MSM + D3 in the evenings as usual.
I played with them a bit and making a cleavage has never been this easy before.
You are making me so jealous, such lovely breasts, perfectly feminine all over I'd say.
(15-01-2021, 12:33 PM)wee2er Wrote: [ -> ]You are making me so jealous, such lovely breasts, perfectly feminine all over I'd say.
Awww... Don't be. <3 Its ironic as I'm the one having crazy jealousy problems if I keep my eyes open...
I was talking about my body ratio with someone, I'm wishing to find a way to get 2" off my waist, probably dead lifts and riding my bicycle a lot when the spring comes. Its clear that pm is pushing more stuff on me. I think my hip dips have started to round out. Just took these a moment ago.
You look great. Your breasts are very beautiful, but your figure also draws my attention - it's gorgeous.