25-02-2024, 08:56 PM
Funny how before I started transitioning, I thought I could only turn into non passing woman, or a really ugly one... About boobs I thought that I'm good with getting anything at all, anything is better than nothing. Not expecting much, things just kept on getting better and better, my ambitions grew along with body changes and I'm still having a huge job to do dealing with past trauma and body image issues and confidence.
Its turning out way better than my wildest dreams, there's quite a lot of luck in play with both genetics and getting things arranged in a way I never thought would be possible. I downplayed my chances of making it all work by a mile, which I've seen many others also do, it often turns out better than expected.
What makes me so excited about all this is that less than thirty three months on HRT is nothing yet but a start. Body changes take many years to complete and this isn't it, not even close! Especially on fat distribution and face changes which take much longer to finish. Also my surgeries are still mostly not done yet. There will be second major phase of body contouring, then some detailing that can't be stuffed in with all major changes. Then possible lower body shaping, then what the healthcare should cover for me. This path isn't all travelled yet, more is on the way than what is done for now.
I really do wonder, its going so well, what will more time on all this hormone sorcery do? I'm closing to the point where I can relax on NBE stuff, simplify my program and take it easy, maybe test out some new things, try to find the best combination of things while not popping a lot of supplements all the time. Its really exciting time ahead.
Its turning out way better than my wildest dreams, there's quite a lot of luck in play with both genetics and getting things arranged in a way I never thought would be possible. I downplayed my chances of making it all work by a mile, which I've seen many others also do, it often turns out better than expected.
What makes me so excited about all this is that less than thirty three months on HRT is nothing yet but a start. Body changes take many years to complete and this isn't it, not even close! Especially on fat distribution and face changes which take much longer to finish. Also my surgeries are still mostly not done yet. There will be second major phase of body contouring, then some detailing that can't be stuffed in with all major changes. Then possible lower body shaping, then what the healthcare should cover for me. This path isn't all travelled yet, more is on the way than what is done for now.
I really do wonder, its going so well, what will more time on all this hormone sorcery do? I'm closing to the point where I can relax on NBE stuff, simplify my program and take it easy, maybe test out some new things, try to find the best combination of things while not popping a lot of supplements all the time. Its really exciting time ahead.