23-01-2024, 07:11 AM
Yay, thanks Jennifer. Happy birthday to me I guess. xD It'll be uneventful day, my mother wanted to go out to a fancy restaurant and buy some clothing or shoes or something for me, I rather opted for staying at home so she will bring us some good food to cook and a bottle of wine.
I'm not feeling like celebrating this, its just another tuesday. I would still rather be in my thirties to be honest, but I'm planning to just repeat, I guess this coming decade will need more exercise and healthier lifestyle and otherwise its not much different. Except for my entire life being in a massive rewrite with everything. Its strange, almost all the way I felt that I'm still young being thirty something... Now I'm supposed to be an adult for like real, what a joke really. I have almost none of the typical "adult" life going on for me. Never had and likely never will. My life has been one weird adventure and I bet the weirdness is nowhere near done, that would be boring anyway. Adventure is more like my territory.
Speaking of which, first round of surgery is exactly two weeks away. Its so exciting! I'm going to simplify my NBE for a little while, take a break from topicals and some other things. Its a great moment to take little time off to give receptors a rest and concentrate on the operation and recovery. I will not take time off of anything that deals with HGH and IGF-1 though as these things are likely to speed up recovery, perhaps by a lot. Also I could think there might be a growth spurt coming up right after because with healing wounds, also FGH goes locally sky high and these are essential pieces of breast development. Might be a good opportunity to take advantage of the healing.
Arrangements are almost all clear by now. Before my op, I will go to my girlfdriends place and from there to Helsinki few days prior to meet my dad and cousin. On the morning of surgery I likely just take a taxi and not play around with public transport as I have zero idea about how it works currently. Its been a while since I was in Helsinki last time. THen gf will drive to Helsinki, find a spot to park the car and come wait for me to be released... Then likely few first days I'll stay at her place again before coming back home. It'll be quite long trip.
I'm not feeling like celebrating this, its just another tuesday. I would still rather be in my thirties to be honest, but I'm planning to just repeat, I guess this coming decade will need more exercise and healthier lifestyle and otherwise its not much different. Except for my entire life being in a massive rewrite with everything. Its strange, almost all the way I felt that I'm still young being thirty something... Now I'm supposed to be an adult for like real, what a joke really. I have almost none of the typical "adult" life going on for me. Never had and likely never will. My life has been one weird adventure and I bet the weirdness is nowhere near done, that would be boring anyway. Adventure is more like my territory.
Speaking of which, first round of surgery is exactly two weeks away. Its so exciting! I'm going to simplify my NBE for a little while, take a break from topicals and some other things. Its a great moment to take little time off to give receptors a rest and concentrate on the operation and recovery. I will not take time off of anything that deals with HGH and IGF-1 though as these things are likely to speed up recovery, perhaps by a lot. Also I could think there might be a growth spurt coming up right after because with healing wounds, also FGH goes locally sky high and these are essential pieces of breast development. Might be a good opportunity to take advantage of the healing.
Arrangements are almost all clear by now. Before my op, I will go to my girlfdriends place and from there to Helsinki few days prior to meet my dad and cousin. On the morning of surgery I likely just take a taxi and not play around with public transport as I have zero idea about how it works currently. Its been a while since I was in Helsinki last time. THen gf will drive to Helsinki, find a spot to park the car and come wait for me to be released... Then likely few first days I'll stay at her place again before coming back home. It'll be quite long trip.