15-01-2024, 08:57 PM
(15-01-2024, 07:03 PM)HelloDiDi Wrote: I really try not to care so much... But its rough, I never forget things people say to me, especially the negative stuff. But they're not the ones dictating my life, that would be me. I'm just scared to dream about anything, people are so ready to shoot me down when ever I have a dream and I dare to say it out loud. Its been done endless times about many things I've done. Like with music, moving to Ireland, quitting smoking, transition, cis passing, plastic surgery and the list goes on. There's always someone ready to cut the wings from anything I dare to dream of. If I had listened to them, I would have done nothing in my life, nothing.Good to see you keep following your dreams despite everyone tries to bring you down. All the accomplishments you got are the proof they were dead wrong.
So yea, you're right, screw what people say, they always speak out of their asses anyway. Of course it hurts, but will any of that stop me or or make me less of a stubborn cynical disappointed idealist, not at all.
I agree with the doing nothing part, that describes essentially my life and i hate it.