15-01-2024, 02:55 PM
Awww, thank you.
Only thing that invasive surgery could really fix I think, is my jaw shape and width. Narrower, maybe a bit more pointy chin and smoother edges could help me. Then of course my eyelids could be fixed to fit some silly beauty standards, but I'm starting to be ok with that as after reading into my DNA results, I'm starting to understand where I'm getting it from. I have a bit odd shaped eyelids for a Finn, there's like a hint of Asian in there and after I found out having over two percent Mongol and how much was is for the Eskimo/Samojed DNA in there, I aboslutely get it where its coming from and its awesome. I don't have the saucer sized eyes with mile long lashes, mine look exactly like they should. Its just an expression of the genetics I got from ancestors. Like it or not. lol.
I can't wait to get to try a professional make over and photoshoot. These are just my own quick snaps and five minute photoshop adjustments, I know I can do so much better. And makeup seems to be getting more magical as time goes on, I think that's how the subtle face changes will show up in time. I didn't look nearly as nice with makeup on over two years ago.
I'm trying to fight back all the demons of nasty words and crappy confidence with this. All that calling me average and so on isn't nearly the worst I've heard, just what used to be quite common. Either than or really awkward silence. Typical treatment of a trans woman.
Only thing that invasive surgery could really fix I think, is my jaw shape and width. Narrower, maybe a bit more pointy chin and smoother edges could help me. Then of course my eyelids could be fixed to fit some silly beauty standards, but I'm starting to be ok with that as after reading into my DNA results, I'm starting to understand where I'm getting it from. I have a bit odd shaped eyelids for a Finn, there's like a hint of Asian in there and after I found out having over two percent Mongol and how much was is for the Eskimo/Samojed DNA in there, I aboslutely get it where its coming from and its awesome. I don't have the saucer sized eyes with mile long lashes, mine look exactly like they should. Its just an expression of the genetics I got from ancestors. Like it or not. lol.
I can't wait to get to try a professional make over and photoshoot. These are just my own quick snaps and five minute photoshop adjustments, I know I can do so much better. And makeup seems to be getting more magical as time goes on, I think that's how the subtle face changes will show up in time. I didn't look nearly as nice with makeup on over two years ago.
I'm trying to fight back all the demons of nasty words and crappy confidence with this. All that calling me average and so on isn't nearly the worst I've heard, just what used to be quite common. Either than or really awkward silence. Typical treatment of a trans woman.