02-01-2024, 09:06 AM
Its been a feast almost every day since Christmas... This started on 29th when my friend was visiting and hasn't gone completely since. Right now I'm feeling much better than yesterday so I think I'll be better soon. Thankfully it didn't develop crazy fever and some puke & poop show like it could have been.
Dealing with bras is both frustrating and fun, especially now that I'm going to customise things a bit. Its been ages since I did any clothing trickery, last time it was the still unfinished bright red denim battle jacket, ladies style and yet heavy metal. I should finish that as its so cool!
When my estrogens are too high, I get extremely emotional and get nasty uncontrollable mood swings. When it goes too low I'm feeling kinda meh and very dysphoric. It seems that I have quite strict window for mental state where I'm good, its between 200-350pg/ml on E2. Below two hundred and close to five hundred is where problems show up. At some point in future I want to try how pregnancy levels feel like btw, I'm really intrigued by inducing a simulated hormonal pregnancy, but that's just an idea for now distant future.
Dealing with bras is both frustrating and fun, especially now that I'm going to customise things a bit. Its been ages since I did any clothing trickery, last time it was the still unfinished bright red denim battle jacket, ladies style and yet heavy metal. I should finish that as its so cool!
When my estrogens are too high, I get extremely emotional and get nasty uncontrollable mood swings. When it goes too low I'm feeling kinda meh and very dysphoric. It seems that I have quite strict window for mental state where I'm good, its between 200-350pg/ml on E2. Below two hundred and close to five hundred is where problems show up. At some point in future I want to try how pregnancy levels feel like btw, I'm really intrigued by inducing a simulated hormonal pregnancy, but that's just an idea for now distant future.