Its ok, my usual frustration with breast shape... And finding fitting bras. The one in the picture has been the best I've ever found so far and mostly for the cups being so elastic that they allow me to overgrow them and still fit in nicely. I'm a bit pissed off about bras as the two rather expensinve Bravissimo bras just do not goddamn fit! I have outgrown them both on everything except for cup depth! Its so frustrating! I have to go past their marked sizes by at least one size, but there's a problem, once the depth is ok, nothing else is. Wires are already floating in the middle, digging underneath, sides of the cups are stuffed, straps dig in... But the cups are still too deep, not by much but enough for them to not be a good fit. I think I'm going to grow way past them without them ever being a good fit and that's 120€ wasted.
This is where I think the fat grafts will make a miracle as its perfect for shaping. I asked to fill int he middle, some to the bottom and then its over all volume boost which definitely will make a more projected and fuller shape, I'm sure this will make bra fitting much easier as my shape will be closer to typical projected shape once its done. I am aware of the really nice benefits of my shape though, my boobs will not sag like crazy, there's a huge surface area supporting them on their own and shallow breasts often have very beautifully round shape and some times like slightly flattened teardrop and this can be easthetically very pleasing.
Also wide breasts once they have enough volume, look beautiful. Back in the day I knew a girl who was very curvy, wide hips and thighs, but little did I realise how busty she was until the time I saw her without clothes. I have only once seen breasts like that in real life, they were super wide and also very projected. I'm sure she could easily get gigantomastia diagnosis as hers were just enormous, but they looked proportional and extremely pretty and it was the width that did it. All that root area supporting the weight keeps them quite perky and that looks amazing. So if I end up anything like her, I'll be one happy girl.
About switching to EEn, I didn't think my levels would drop but I guess it does happen. Makes sense as EEn is twice as slow to rise and fall as EV. So I ended up slapping on a patch and taking a small EV injection in between. I feel much better now. I might need to compensate a bit next week too and after that I should be fine. EEn takes about 35 days to settle and EV drops very fast within about a week. Something to keep in mind when ever switching from "fast" to "slow" injection.
I'm having to have yet another day off of pumping. Not being able to push in the hours and having bra on too much is killing my nipples. Dry skin, I always get this every winter but of course it has to be super rough on my nipples. So having a day off to heal a bit. I'm not pleased with how my lactation experiement has been for the last month or so. Not enough hours in pumping and its becoming clear that these methods are not enough for full supply, for that I think I need to try a combination of pumping, some herbs and foods and small dose of Domperidone. Getting started has been surpringly easy, pushing supply is difficult and it seems I might need a frigging pharma bulldozer to do it. I'm making plans to try it out after first phase of body contouring is done and I'm healed enough. I would say few weeks post op if recovery goes well.