04-12-2023, 10:27 AM
Thanks everyone. I really love that dress so much, its lovely as its stretchy and flaunts everything. ^_^ And the earrings, I'm going to definitely try to get more so there's many combinations to try out. Christmas and my 40th birthday are coming soon, I know girlfriend has already come up with something and I've talked so much about this with her... Along with a dream of getting some really fancy dress for the time when my transition is complete. That I'm going to celebrate for real, arrange a decent party and invite every friend I can think of. I'm not going to celebrate my 40th birthday much, I told my partners that if they want to, feel free to come up with something, but I'm not arranging anything. Its just another notch to the barrel anyway. I don't care about the numbers. But completing transition is a huge accomplishment well worth a party and getting some really fancy dress for it.
Oh and I'm trying to get my nails to grow a bit better. I have the fantastic UV/LED oven and some really amazing gel polishes waiting. I did try them once and made some for gf and it turned out great. Black topped with magnetic colour which looks almost like northern lights or starry sky. My nails just grow quite slow and its nearly impossible to have them long as they're quite brittle. They used to be much stronger but now I got my moms nails.
Did I mention before that the lady who did my piercings is an artist who does makeup and photography and stuff? I got a little plan with her for the time I'm done with body contouring etc., biggest visual changes. She will do a decent makeover and I'm gonna get pro quality pictures taken. Its been years since I had a photoshoot and that was with my band, this one will be all about just celebrating transition and new life as a woman. ^_^ I just want to have an excuse to get dolled up and have good pics taken and now I know who to ask for it. She already agreed, but we didn't talk about dates and stuff. Middle of winter is a bit rough for it anyway as outdoors pics are usually the best anyway. So yea, next summer will be something extraordinary.
Stevenator, yea the thing about lips is kinda weird, I guess its one of the genetic lottery things on HRT. Most appear to get smoe change and few get a whole lot. Dice roll. I've been lucky, my lips have always been on the fuller side, but now its a whole another level. I do have something planned out on this btw about which I'll talk more later... One of the few makeup things I'm good at is painting lips., I'm yet to try the trick with that really hot red lipstick, first draw the edges, then add the colour and then top it with tinted vaseline as gloss. Its hundred years old trick for amazing lips which I'm yet to try out. ^_^
Its strange how good I've been feeling for the last couple of days. I think adding the uterine and pituitary glandulars was a great idea. Actually the only reason I previously stopped was that Natural Sources brand went out of the market, but its feeling so good, balanced. If this works so well, I'll definitely keep it going as its not too expensive. Also my breasts are feeling extra heavy, the aches have gone through the roof especially if I keep too long breaks from pumping. I took some pictures yesterday, I'm debating about posting them or not, but I may as well show how things are going.
So as you can see, there's quite a lot of dead skin that is on the way out, that's what happens when blisters are healing. I got smarter from the time I had two infected spots on my right nipple. Keeping them moist and super clean is the way. So twice a day and after a lot of the dead skin comes off, I rub it all away I can without being too rough. Then clean with the same disinfectant I use for injection spots. Then add medicine cream, the one I have is called bacibact (Bacitracin + neomycin. sulf.) which is meant for this kind of thing, its generic so same stuff is sold under many brands. Then the last thing is to add thick version of Bepanthen to keep things moisturised. One important thing is the nasty part, getting rid of all dead skin once it comes loose, the minute its possible, just rub it off, taking a long hot shower helps a lot. Making sure there's no place for any bacteria to go nuts is key to this. Otherwise dealing with blistered nipples is easy as pie, just keep them clean and keep on going.
Speaking of nipple development, this is just crazy. After two pumping sessions they're thicker than my thumb. They've got plenty of permanent growth, I should actually measure them soon, I'm sure they're more than 20mm wide now. The biggest difference seems to be when ever they're aroused or stimulated somehow. The swelling after pumping is insanely huge! Even with the new cups the depth of the funnel is barely enough.
I haven't measured for a while, but I know I've gained volume, quite a lot too as my bra is creaking and feels very annoyingly tight after a while. It feels like the latest changes are definitely helping, its all good, I'm planning to keep the current program going for now.
Oh and I'm trying to get my nails to grow a bit better. I have the fantastic UV/LED oven and some really amazing gel polishes waiting. I did try them once and made some for gf and it turned out great. Black topped with magnetic colour which looks almost like northern lights or starry sky. My nails just grow quite slow and its nearly impossible to have them long as they're quite brittle. They used to be much stronger but now I got my moms nails.
Did I mention before that the lady who did my piercings is an artist who does makeup and photography and stuff? I got a little plan with her for the time I'm done with body contouring etc., biggest visual changes. She will do a decent makeover and I'm gonna get pro quality pictures taken. Its been years since I had a photoshoot and that was with my band, this one will be all about just celebrating transition and new life as a woman. ^_^ I just want to have an excuse to get dolled up and have good pics taken and now I know who to ask for it. She already agreed, but we didn't talk about dates and stuff. Middle of winter is a bit rough for it anyway as outdoors pics are usually the best anyway. So yea, next summer will be something extraordinary.
Stevenator, yea the thing about lips is kinda weird, I guess its one of the genetic lottery things on HRT. Most appear to get smoe change and few get a whole lot. Dice roll. I've been lucky, my lips have always been on the fuller side, but now its a whole another level. I do have something planned out on this btw about which I'll talk more later... One of the few makeup things I'm good at is painting lips., I'm yet to try the trick with that really hot red lipstick, first draw the edges, then add the colour and then top it with tinted vaseline as gloss. Its hundred years old trick for amazing lips which I'm yet to try out. ^_^
Its strange how good I've been feeling for the last couple of days. I think adding the uterine and pituitary glandulars was a great idea. Actually the only reason I previously stopped was that Natural Sources brand went out of the market, but its feeling so good, balanced. If this works so well, I'll definitely keep it going as its not too expensive. Also my breasts are feeling extra heavy, the aches have gone through the roof especially if I keep too long breaks from pumping. I took some pictures yesterday, I'm debating about posting them or not, but I may as well show how things are going.
So as you can see, there's quite a lot of dead skin that is on the way out, that's what happens when blisters are healing. I got smarter from the time I had two infected spots on my right nipple. Keeping them moist and super clean is the way. So twice a day and after a lot of the dead skin comes off, I rub it all away I can without being too rough. Then clean with the same disinfectant I use for injection spots. Then add medicine cream, the one I have is called bacibact (Bacitracin + neomycin. sulf.) which is meant for this kind of thing, its generic so same stuff is sold under many brands. Then the last thing is to add thick version of Bepanthen to keep things moisturised. One important thing is the nasty part, getting rid of all dead skin once it comes loose, the minute its possible, just rub it off, taking a long hot shower helps a lot. Making sure there's no place for any bacteria to go nuts is key to this. Otherwise dealing with blistered nipples is easy as pie, just keep them clean and keep on going.
Speaking of nipple development, this is just crazy. After two pumping sessions they're thicker than my thumb. They've got plenty of permanent growth, I should actually measure them soon, I'm sure they're more than 20mm wide now. The biggest difference seems to be when ever they're aroused or stimulated somehow. The swelling after pumping is insanely huge! Even with the new cups the depth of the funnel is barely enough.
I haven't measured for a while, but I know I've gained volume, quite a lot too as my bra is creaking and feels very annoyingly tight after a while. It feels like the latest changes are definitely helping, its all good, I'm planning to keep the current program going for now.