18-09-2023, 07:37 PM
Calling this a roller coaster ride would be an understatement... And healthcare, omg I could rant about them forever. I feel that I have to arrange way more on my own than I ever thought to. Btw, my prescriptions and transgender diagnosis are still all missing somewhere. I can't get my meds without prescriptions in the system. They're really not in a rush to help me at all and I'm quite soon running out of progesterone unless I get stocked up soon.
I'm considering stopping posting on Nexus btw. I don't feel welcome there at all, the lack of any response in my thread and how dead the entire forum is is totally making me loose motivation. Let alone seeing how others get endless praise over ther while all I get is random "nice" every now and then and most of the time there's zero response to anything. I used to think I would be more welcome and have more activity over there, but its been a huge disappointment. It seems like I'm not woman enough over there and Nexum is far more supportive and accepting towards me. What can I say, cis people are mostly horrible and they hate my guts and do not approve me as a woman at all. Message received. Just ironic somehow, who certain ones are accepted and liked, but I am not?
I guess intersex transgender woman is not enough because of being a late bloomer or something. Or what ever the fuck it is, its starting to feel totally useless. I've been posting here many times more all this time, its very telling, I don't like to have my thread being a monologue, its a discussion forum, not a diary. I like discussion, I'm getting it here, but not on Nexus.
Obviously I'm not wanted there, I'm not woman enough for them.
I'm considering stopping posting on Nexus btw. I don't feel welcome there at all, the lack of any response in my thread and how dead the entire forum is is totally making me loose motivation. Let alone seeing how others get endless praise over ther while all I get is random "nice" every now and then and most of the time there's zero response to anything. I used to think I would be more welcome and have more activity over there, but its been a huge disappointment. It seems like I'm not woman enough over there and Nexum is far more supportive and accepting towards me. What can I say, cis people are mostly horrible and they hate my guts and do not approve me as a woman at all. Message received. Just ironic somehow, who certain ones are accepted and liked, but I am not?
I guess intersex transgender woman is not enough because of being a late bloomer or something. Or what ever the fuck it is, its starting to feel totally useless. I've been posting here many times more all this time, its very telling, I don't like to have my thread being a monologue, its a discussion forum, not a diary. I like discussion, I'm getting it here, but not on Nexus.
Obviously I'm not wanted there, I'm not woman enough for them.