(18-09-2023, 07:33 AM)HelloDiDi Wrote: Beautiful person, but a goddamn ugly shit butterface... Nice curves but too big, too masculine and too little nothing else. Beauty is not in the eye of beholder at all, its by far really universal which traits and features look pretty to most people most of the time, to few select ones its different. It doesn't warm my heart much to know that one in ten might find me "ok" or "nice" or "cute" when to the other nine out of ten I'm some mediocre piece of shite.
Everybody is just confirming my feelings on this. They keep telling me I'm either average or that they somehow say I'm not conventionally attractive. Maybe I have thought too highly of myself and should just admit that I'm crap, I don't look good, I am not beautiful. Personality matters none to how my face is. I'm not feminine enough either, disgusting androgynous ogre thanks to my genetics. None of my family ladies are much better either as I share so much with them, I'm not an outlier with looks which sucks.
I just have a little girls silly naive dream of becoming beautiful one day. But I can't. I'm too far gone and too unlucky on that. I'm worthless and should posting anything at all. Beautiful something else than my body actually being that will never make up for what I'm lacking anyway.
There is absolutely nothing wrong with your face in your eyes you may see one thing but to others we see something different and that is a pretty girl. My only comment and I have said this to you before you have great lips ----don't looek so serious all the time just give us your pretty smile. You have come so far in your journey--it is not over. You are being to hard on yourself. I have seen sites were women have had makeovers and the results are amazing may I suggest you give it a thought and you will see just how beautiful you really are. Please don't leave us