30-08-2023, 12:22 PM
Its really been amazing with body changes and boobs are just ballooning, I never thought anything would bring in this kind of change at this phase of development, but its happening. Strongly advocate for the BO + topical program combination and also elevated prolactin from pumping and supplementation. Right now my nipples and entire areola area are soaked after each pumping session and I need to wash the funnel flanges quite often. I did also get some blisters on my right nipple as I made the mistake to pump after sauna when skin is extra soft.
Sexuality, yea I don't know how much of my problem is physical and how much mental. Its a whole lot both, but dysphoria makes it difficult. In past I was "ok" with a lot of it as I knew how to deal with my body, I deisassociated a lot and being able to please my partners so well made it more bearable. I lived through them a lot. But now its different. I know for sure that getting my body ready and as fixed as it can become will make a world of difference because dysphoria wont bother me as much. Its already much better compared to say a year ago, but still a huge problem. I'm just happy my partners are patient with me and we communicate and stuff. I know not everyone would have the patience with me as there's more of a promise of sex life than things going on right now.
Anyway, its not something I need to solve right now, just frustrating to have it not so self explanatory as it used to be.
Next few days will have bunch of little milestones coming one after another, one month on higher doses of vitamin A and Blessed Thistle. Then 26½ months on HRT, one month on elevated doses of DHEA and PG creams and estrogel, then two months on topical program. All within five days of each other. I will try to get some pics taken to update the short term timeline at least.
Sexuality, yea I don't know how much of my problem is physical and how much mental. Its a whole lot both, but dysphoria makes it difficult. In past I was "ok" with a lot of it as I knew how to deal with my body, I deisassociated a lot and being able to please my partners so well made it more bearable. I lived through them a lot. But now its different. I know for sure that getting my body ready and as fixed as it can become will make a world of difference because dysphoria wont bother me as much. Its already much better compared to say a year ago, but still a huge problem. I'm just happy my partners are patient with me and we communicate and stuff. I know not everyone would have the patience with me as there's more of a promise of sex life than things going on right now.
Anyway, its not something I need to solve right now, just frustrating to have it not so self explanatory as it used to be.
Next few days will have bunch of little milestones coming one after another, one month on higher doses of vitamin A and Blessed Thistle. Then 26½ months on HRT, one month on elevated doses of DHEA and PG creams and estrogel, then two months on topical program. All within five days of each other. I will try to get some pics taken to update the short term timeline at least.