18-08-2023, 04:40 PM
(18-08-2023, 04:25 PM)sofiee Wrote: Hi Lara,Aww thank you Sofiee, what a heart warming post.
I devoured your thread over the last couple of days like a novel. So much so in fact, my account got temporarily banned yesterday as I probably ran in some bot detection thing after having read dozens of pages
Besides congratulating to your simply amazing achievements and the discipline it takes to reach them, I simply wanted to say thank you for sharing your journey. Not only for the wealth of knowledge it creates re NBE/HRT. But also for telling your whole story, the good the bad and the ugly. It takes a lot of courage to be as open as you are and I applaud you for it. You’ve given me a lot to think about, thank you so much!
Its kinda funny thing about discipline, I have such messed up ADHD mind that I have very difficult time building routines and making them last for years and keeping at it. Before transition and this boob journey, only my music and art were the kind of things that I just kept going with. But this need to fix my body is endlessly burning motivation, my dysphoria is such a demon that I must keep exorcising it to the best of my ability.
I might be even naively open about my life, but BN forum keeps on being kind of a special place, trans communities mostly aren't as friendly because I kinda tend not to fit in anywhere... I'm a total boob growth geek and kinda wish I had more of a scientist in me as its so interesting. And I don't have any other place to blog my transition either. When I was starting out I thought if I should start one, but then it was obvious that my threads here on BN serve that purpose too.
What comes to HRT & NBE knowledge, I'm kind of ecclectic collector of information, I have some awesome friends who have been extremely helpful with it all and then I've just done a lot of digging all over the internet for this stuff. Then slap everything to the wall and see what sticks. Oh and there will be more. Right now I have two new things planned out, one is the night time HGH release thing and other a herbal lactation program. These will be a thing for next year I think. For now, its all about the current sorcery which appears to be working like a charm.