15-08-2023, 02:48 PM
Not a great day... So much dysphoria and pain about feeling worthless. Especially worthless as a woman because of my stupid body ruining everything and timing being crap. I don't have much that people would give any value for and I can't find much of it from within. As a woman I'm quite worthless, I'm not young any more, not very beautiful either and I can't even become a mother. Almost all dreams of the little girl who has barely been let out of her prison are crushed already...
At least I can try to get a nice curvy body because there is nothing else that I can do. I just have my transition and not much else.
I went for a walk to try to cheer up, put on the white top I've shown in couple of pictures. I don't remember it looking quite like this before. I really like it.
At least I can try to get a nice curvy body because there is nothing else that I can do. I just have my transition and not much else.
I went for a walk to try to cheer up, put on the white top I've shown in couple of pictures. I don't remember it looking quite like this before. I really like it.