05-06-2023, 10:05 PM
I'm going to log out soon. I'm tired and its late. I'm stressed out and hurt. This makes zero sense that such trolling and bullying is just allowed to continue no matter what. I have some ideals I hold in life and when its about human rights, I wont give up, that's why I keep on going even when it makes no sense. There's a higher purpose to it. But I'm tired, I'm not a fighter, I'm too delicate for that. Besides I have lot of trauma from bullying for years and years in the past, I've seen this so many times before. It will never stop no matter what I do. Especially when no one comes to defend me and admin isn't doing their job or just being absent.
This shit has fired up my dysphoria really badly. I'm feeling terrible. I'm hurting and the stress is turning into physical symtpoms. Heart acting up, headache and just being exhausted without really doing anything. I'm not strong enough for this.
I will log out and I don't know when I'm coming back. If this troll cunt will just make new accounts and never stop bullying me, I'm leaving completely.
I can't take this any more.
This shit has fired up my dysphoria really badly. I'm feeling terrible. I'm hurting and the stress is turning into physical symtpoms. Heart acting up, headache and just being exhausted without really doing anything. I'm not strong enough for this.
I will log out and I don't know when I'm coming back. If this troll cunt will just make new accounts and never stop bullying me, I'm leaving completely.
I can't take this any more.