(25-04-2023, 12:16 AM)myboobs Wrote: 36Q !! Omg !! I better check big boobs on internet to see what they look like
You better remember that most busty women out there have narrow and projected shapes and tiny shoulders and they're shorter than me and stuff I don't want to be compared to anyone... I have stopped comparing all together because its a massive dysphporia trigger, it makes me anxious and hurt and feeling like I'm worthless and achieved nothing. The last thing I want is to be compared to anyone, especially to women who have totally different body shape, weight, height, breast shape and what not. I feel so easily inferior, I don't want to compare and I don't want anyone else to do it either. Its always about invalidating me somehow anyway.
Also something to note about, I have a very wide breast root, like extra frigging wide. That means they don't project that much. You will not find many pictures of women with this breast shape out there. Most who have shallow breasts have them small to average, big and wide/shallow is very rare combination, you will just not see it much. And what happens when those are slapped on a about 5'10" height, with decently wide shoulders and decently big everything else? Yea, that's right, they don't look that awesome. It took me a long time to figure out why this happens, its all about breast shape and how they are in proportion to the body they're attached to. And that's something most people don't have any idea about and they just live by their perception and what ever they imagine.
There are two awesome websites for this stuff btw, https://whatbrasizeslooklike.wordpress.com/ is an awesome one to have an idea about bras. Then there's this, but I would ignore everything said about bra sizes because most women wear totally wrong size, typically too small cups and too long bands. https://www.007b.com/breast_gallery.php
I really hope to fill that new bra soonish... During this summer, and I wish the way there wouldn't be too painful because the jump from 34KK to 36L is two sizes and at this point the difference is getting really big so that's a lot. Also the one I got is definitely bigger than what the marked size says. I'm quite sure its like half a cup bigger so likely will take even more to fill. But the thing is that once I do, omg that's gonna be so huge. I can't wait to get there. I know I will, its just a matter of time because I'm nowhere near done.
I wish and dream every day that I would have a petite body, that I would be short and that my boobs would be narrow rooted and projected. I want to totally avoid all comparison to anything because it only hurts me and I have done a lot to stay away from stuff, to isolate myself. Part of the reason why I stayed away even from BN for quite a while as I needed time off.... I don't want to be given a reason to leave again, we're all unique, comparison is a killer of joy.