29-01-2023, 11:48 AM
Hello lovelies. <3 Its day 587, I'm alive and doing ok.
Still fighting depression, dysphoria and panic attacks and such, slowly making progress on that. Lengthening days are really nice. My transclinic process is finally going forward, I got psychologist dealt with, her report backs up my need for treatment. Its basically the final stamp on me being "trans enough" to get help before the treatment plan meeting and diagnosis.. So soon one wait it done and another begins but then its not about juggling and lottery about if I'm trans enough, then its about starting out real life stuff.
I had first band rehearsal or actually it was just random jamming for fun this time, first time in over half a year and more coming... I'm trying to get some life going on, being social just drains me really easy. I had some friends visiting me a while back to celebrate my 39th birthday which was on 23rd. First time in ten years somebody showed up.
My HRT + NBE stuff is going on really nicely, more on that later.
Still fighting depression, dysphoria and panic attacks and such, slowly making progress on that. Lengthening days are really nice. My transclinic process is finally going forward, I got psychologist dealt with, her report backs up my need for treatment. Its basically the final stamp on me being "trans enough" to get help before the treatment plan meeting and diagnosis.. So soon one wait it done and another begins but then its not about juggling and lottery about if I'm trans enough, then its about starting out real life stuff.
I had first band rehearsal or actually it was just random jamming for fun this time, first time in over half a year and more coming... I'm trying to get some life going on, being social just drains me really easy. I had some friends visiting me a while back to celebrate my 39th birthday which was on 23rd. First time in ten years somebody showed up.
My HRT + NBE stuff is going on really nicely, more on that later.