21-11-2022, 08:38 PM
So sorry to read about your difficulties. It does me make realise I’m just playing at this modification idea but for you it is a fundamental quest.
I have had severe depression too in the past and I know just how that part of your situation feels. I think the only thing I would say to myself if I could go back and advise myself is that it may feel like you’re stuck with these feelings but in reality your situation will change in time. Some things will be resolved, some things you may have to just let go and other things will change but as sure as anything you will feel different. You have to look after yourself in the meantime and trust that time will carry you on to a different place.
Be peaceful.
(I couldn’t wake the bees up under all this snow so they don’t get their RJ back!)
I have had severe depression too in the past and I know just how that part of your situation feels. I think the only thing I would say to myself if I could go back and advise myself is that it may feel like you’re stuck with these feelings but in reality your situation will change in time. Some things will be resolved, some things you may have to just let go and other things will change but as sure as anything you will feel different. You have to look after yourself in the meantime and trust that time will carry you on to a different place.
Be peaceful.
(I couldn’t wake the bees up under all this snow so they don’t get their RJ back!)