14-10-2022, 11:46 PM
(14-10-2022, 09:32 AM)HelloDiDi Wrote: Day 480May I suggest yoga for bringing peace within . You have nothing to feel ugly about .
I'm doing slightly better. I say slightly because I still need time off of almost everything... I'm afloat but not out of the water. The progesterone cream I ordered was delivered today, same Biovea I've had before but this time according to the new info, I'm applying straight on areolas and nipples. Once a day, about half a pump per boob or so, enough to have it easily absorb and not take ages. I'm wondering about what this will do along with Royal Jelly which is obviously doing what it says on the tin.
I took a picture the other day, showing new nice leggings I got. Yes you can see my panties through them. The picture surprised me, Have I lost something from my waist area or am I imagining it? Kinda looks a bit slimmer. Then another pic from yesterday, you can tell by my face that I'm not ok... But the thing is that I'm wearing my new bra and its not a flaunting one at all and yet my boobs look really nice. I guess I wont be needing flaunting bras to look nice any more, only if I really want to.
Anyway, I've had constant crying, breakdowns, dysphoria that goes on the level of physical pain. Its getting better and feels like today might be the first day in almost a week that I wont be crying and feeling like I my heart is going to stop. Its been Tanja and Melissa keeping me sane, awww the women of my life, what would I do without them.
So yea, getting my mind back together. I hope this rut ends soon, its been painful.
You look gorgeous. Think positive. Negative thoughts leads to depression . Just remember
that many here would give arm and a leg to achieve what you have .
chin up , care not what others say , be proud of yourself . Happy thoughts