11-10-2022, 11:40 PM
I need a break.... For at least few days. I've had a massive dysphoria spiral lasting fo days now. Depression, anxiety and pure self hatred are so much through the roof I need time off online stuff. I can't take it. I'm getting constantly triggered all over the place by everything. I'm not doing really well. I feel so disgusting and ugly. Worthless and inferior. I got to take time off to gather the pieces and put myself back together somehow. Feels like every attempt to fix my shitty confidence and alleviate my dysphoria is just going totally wrong. I feel so ugly.
Might take few days, a week, to the end of the month, I don't know but I just need to go for a while. To a safe bubble where I can pretend I'm alright. Talk to you soon.
Might take few days, a week, to the end of the month, I don't know but I just need to go for a while. To a safe bubble where I can pretend I'm alright. Talk to you soon.