27-09-2022, 03:05 PM
(27-09-2022, 10:36 AM)HelloDiDi Wrote: So I got my lab results and I'm not very happy about this. My T came out as 1.0 nmol/l or 28.8 ng/dl. Yes its suppressed, yes its better than last time but this makes me feel I'm somehow just broken and not right... I see others get their T down to tens with nothing but E and I got everything and very effective T blocker too and I just can't get it lower than this. There's no way I will overdose on cypro like crazy. I guess this is my natural state, my body is extremely stubborn, it churns out T no matter what... I wish I was just born cis.
E was at all time low at 0.67 nmol/l 182.51 pg/ml, this I guess is due to me trying lower dose which I stopped a week ago because I wasn't feeling good and my test was done at the absolute lowest point possible. But I'm not pleased at all, I want to keep my E above 300. I'm pissed off about this... What am I supposed to do? It seems that I can't go much higher or I'll start to behave like I'm pregnant, getting crazy mood swings and slower body changes. I can't go lower as my dysphoria goes through the roof if I do.
My prolactin was expectedly quite high at 772 (mU/l). This is combined effect of cypro and GABA and I'm wondering if BO can also raise it... Interestingly, higher than before prolactin correlates directly with fantastic breast growth which I did suspect. This result was what I expected to see, but my T and E just aren't quite what I wish to have. I'm sure my E will rise somewhat now that I'm back on 0.08ml/3.2mg.