(04-08-2022, 09:47 AM)HelloDiDi Wrote: I'm doing better on some regards, mostly about my dysphoria being alleviated by body changes and knowing that my trans clinic process is closing completion. Which of course means professional laser and genital surgery coming closer each day. My body changes have been so positive and fast that I'm quite hopeful about reaching all goals and possibly surpassing it all with nothing more than hormone sorcery. NBE sure is a key to give HRT a boost. Basically all I'm doing is about hormone balancing, making most of out it, activating stuff that makes estrogen do its job better and what not. Sorcery I tell you, heretical arcane titty magic. Oh I can't wait! Few days break from pumping and all the peace and quiet. Also we got a really nice weather forecast showing warm days coming and not much rain.Duh, i guess am kinda short compared to 180ish cm males , but honestly i met a lot of people tall as me or shorter than me. Doesn't help the fact my parents are smaller than me (especially my mother, from her part of family they are all pretty small). So despite being slightly smaller than average i always felt like the big bulky guy around everyone, which i don't really like as a feeling but of course being overweight didn't help.
HRT sure is amazing, but it comes at a cost as you can't choose which changes you get and its all or nothing. Not to be taken lightly as it changes everything. You're so short, I'm envious. I wish I was too, its kinda difficult to deal with being the darn tall robust built amazon chick. But then again, with enough soft squishy curves, it just works. My hands have gotten so small its crazy! Fat more graceful than before and I can fit two sizes smaller gloves on. This one I never expected either. The skin got very smooth, veins don't show as much, all hair is gone and I got light coloured tiny freckles all over my hands and arms now. If I treat my nails well, take a picture and ask people are these male or female hands, the answer is 100% female. I love it, my hands are only small bit bigger than my moms now.
https://fi.iherb.com/pr/y-s-eco-bee-farm...76-g/23665 <---This is the royal jelly I got, its not pure as that would cost gazillion, but I think it does work. I got the idea for this from Lotus's thread and tried it out. Apply it straight onto areolas and nipples, then cover it with a piece of food wrapping plastic and then wear a tight enough top or a night bra to keep it on place, in the morning, wash off what hasn't absorbed. RJ is said to do several interesting things, excite cell division, activate E receptors locally and what not. I don't remember all the science about it but it seemed very promising. Interesting "coindidence" about this is that during the time I did the thing with RJ every night, I got very dramatic areola growth happen, very noticeable on my timeline picture starting between month nine and ten. (I'll attach the 1st year timeline so you can verify this yourself.) But at the same time I dropped my EV injection dose, cut down smoking and started glandular therapy. So I presume the change was a combined effect of several things. The immediate effect of using RJ was that I noted my areolas being very puffy and big when ever I was feeling warm enough especially during mornings. This effect hasn't been so obvious since I ran out of it so I'm almost certain it did indeed help out.
Oh yea nipples, I have been wondering what to do to make them grow as mine seem to keep the same proportion and I would love to have them much bigger. I'm yet to find anything specific other than supple nips that would work on them well. The cream I used on areolas had both estriol and estradiol in it. The doses were very tiny, but I did notice a difference, I used it along with PM and it shouldn't have any adverse effects. Makes me wonder what could estriol cream do right now, but then again, my E levels are generally quite high so my body definitely doesn't need any more to float around.
Thank you for the recommendation Lara. <3 I looked up on Amazon and eBay some Royal Jelly but i could only find them in capsules and vials. I think the only honey jar with Royal Jelly included was on eBay, but i don't trust that site really. There is no jar of Jelly like that on Amazon... the closest thing i could find was in liquid form here (pardon the language, i think you can translate it with Google Translate option included in Google Chrome). By the pictures it looks like it has only 3 ingredients, and two of them are water and Royal Jelly. Not sure if it would be ok, i imagine the reason to have it honey is to stick it on the areolas for long time, while a liquid would probably evaporate or get absorbed too soon idk.
A bit unsure on which i should buy, but i guess it is not a super priority right now ahah.
About the estriol cream mmh... interesting, i keep being quite conflicted on this but maybe i should just give it a try. But if i recall correctly there was no way to get some estriol cream except from the Biovea site... which last time made me wait 2 months only to send the package back without letting me receiving it.
Currently lacking money but i think i should order it again, i can't find the message or post about E cream being bad anymore tbf, just got this alert stuck in my head but whatever.
EDIT: Forgot to say that your picture says a lot, especially since months 9-11 there have been the biggest changes in the areola. You can see the different color and shape, and also a change in the texture as it probably developed glands under it. Impressive! A lot of feedback regarding Royal Jelly!