28-05-2022, 07:28 AM
(27-05-2022, 10:07 AM)HelloDiDi Wrote: Speaking of bloods, I booked labs on June 22nd, that's my year and a day on HRT. " alt="" title=""> My doctor asked if I could book labs in a month or so, she said she wrote me a referral for it but I can't find the darn thing, no idea if its automated like they some times are, but unlikely as I'm ordering bloods from a private company. Need to find out where that referral is, I'll get a discount and my doctor gets my results directly.
Testing estradiol and testosterone only this time. Mainly to save money, I could have picked the whole list of things which I would love to do but I can't pay arm and leg for bloods all the time. Kinda wish I could do it more often. This will be seven months from previous check.
About problems growing breasts, I think the "this and this many years and I'm flat" situation is very rare and most likely the cause is underweight, super fast hormone metabolism, natural insensitivity to said hormones, bad HRT treatment or just genetics not being favorable. I can't find any other reasons what could be wrong and I don't know a magic bullet to make it work other than implants or fat graft. Latter seems to give often really amazing results too which are totally natural looking, implants too depending on the profile and size... If nothing else works, I would look into surgical methods to make it happen. I think its better to use what ever methods necessary than be forever unhappy as there are ways to fixing our bodies...
...Methods to which I wish I had access to. But I don't. I'm solely betting on genetic luck, HRT and other body changing alchemy. I wish I could pay for body contouring one day, I would love it. thankfully my face isn't that bad, I don't need that to be fixed as I like it enough. And I would really want to get world class kitty down there. What I will get is not bad either, but not state of the art either. It pisses me off I have to be somehow content with it.
I went to see my cousins band last sunday, it was a fantastic opportunity to get a bit dolled up which I rarely do. I was scared as heck about how will it work out. There were +100 people, of which I knew less than ten, those were my relatives. And guess what, it was 100% stealth pass. The event lasted for few hours, I passed all the way walking, talking, smiling, trying to not be too anxious and it all worked. Nobody clocked me. Even though I'm chubby, tall and big... Even with my mildly masculine features, with my huge shoulders and imperfect voice... I stealth passed. I've never had it work out this well before. Some old guy came to sweet talk me which was kinda cute, he wasn't creepy, but just a gentleman who knows his way with words. He said he has to admire me as its so rare to see such pretty tall lady. Omg I probably blushed like crazy. When old men come sweet talk me, that's a stealth pass because old folks aren't very accepting about anything that looks too queer to them. This experience made me think, do I really need to be cut in pieces and put back together to pass and be accepted? I don't think so... I've had big doubts if I could ever live stealth in public, but it seems I can already. Not even one year on HRT and hundred strangers can't clock me in several hours. That's something.
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Hehe's few pics from the day... I love this dress, its kinda flattering. Also to tummy curves. xD
Gaining weight caused the fat to goto my stomach and face. Women don't have bellys or fat faces. I'm trying to be feminine while also having breasts. I go up and down 10 pounds I think that is enough for "cycling" anymore and I would get too much fat on my stomach. I do pay for my blood tests because they are very important.