19-05-2022, 08:36 AM
(19-05-2022, 06:46 AM)Drew Wrote: So start again. Hi DiDi long time no see.
Of course everybody is allowed to vent once in a while and that was me venting too, unfortunately on you.
We are very different I keep my feelings to myself and won't let anybody inside, absolutely nobody. I am almost numb to feeling empathy through lifestyle and experience, some call that PTSD, I call it survival.
We will always be different but will try to keep my opinions to myself and not vent it out. Feel free to vent on me anytime, anybody. I can take it, just supress everything and pretend it hasn't happened but I do sometime's forget that others are less insensitive
Sounds sort of familiar in the way that I used to suppress a lot for a long time. Then I consciously took a U turn when I decided I have to transition... I've kept so much inside, lot of old demons are still tormenting me almost every day. I don't think its good to just bottle up everything, at some point, it all just explodes and that's not pretty.