(17-05-2022, 08:48 PM)Unknowntraveller89 Wrote:I'm probably going to get banned for this but don't care 'fuck off DIDi '.
(17-05-2022, 08:16 PM)HelloDiDi Wrote:(17-05-2022, 07:53 PM)Unknowntraveller89 Wrote: Damn girl, your breasts look amazing along with the nipples. Quite an achivement to be bordering on G cup territory thats growth most can only dream of.
When you say your going off synthetic hormones are you dropping pharmaceutical hormones completly or you supplementing them with the BO?
Thanks. <3 Its amazing what some genetic luck and bunch of breast growth alchemy can do. I've just picked up stuff and run with it. " alt="" title="">
I came off of cyproterone acetate, often sold as Androcur, its a testosterone blocker that is also a progestin, afaik originally used to treat prostate cancer and later expanded to be used as a T blocker for trans women too. Its very potent stuff, minimal dose is usually enough to suppress T completely, but its also somewhat dangerous. Higher doses come with a risk of developing prolactinomas, those are (benign?) brain tumors that excrete prolactin. And it has a whole list of side effects which include worsening depression symptoms of even causing it to some people. I tend to avoid all synthetic drugs when ever possible, rather go with natural stuff and bio identical ones. Just common sense and staying healthy really, and I wanted to play cypro out so that there's not several different things that binds to progesterone receptors at the same time.
So far it seems to work well, my logic was that I'm on bovine ovary now which is said to have progestin like effects and that it makes aromatase go on high gear, converting testosterone to estrogens... So I figured that + being on EV injection and progesterone is more than enough of T suppression. It seems I was correct as I'm feeling fine and my body changes have not slowed down but rather sped up.
Oh yea, there's one more change I forgot to mention on my earlier posts. I'm now 32 days on highly reduced smoking. Some days ago I ran out of nicotine gum, I didn't buy more and I'm still smoking only 2-3 cigarettes a day so my nicotine levels just got dramatically reduced again. This has had so obvious effect on my breasts! a big growth spurt took off right away and I think its getting better. By this pace, I might be completely clean of smoking within a month. But I'm being merciful on myself and easing my way out of it, if I can't quit in few weeks, my plan is to be done with smoking by the end of summer. After twenty four years of almost continuous smoking, this is a huge victory. I want to love my body rather than destroy it. <3
Makes sense on the cypro front so effectivly your going mono therapy, which if youve got enough E in your system theroitycally you won't need cypro or any other T blocker and the BO will help in that regard.
Also grats on the smoking front.
First I'm really sorry about your dog, truly I am. I don't like people very much but have never met a dog, even military attack dog who I couldn't bond with. They are true, loyal, honest, trustworthy and lovable and will never let you down or abandon you which is more than I can say for humans. So yes am very sympathetic in that sense. BUT! You don't have cancer, Russians aren't bombing you or shooting at you; you have all your fucking limbs so stop fucking whinng!!!
None of us are satisfied with our bodies, NONE OF US, male or female. Face the facts and be grateful for what you have and strive to improve but not get suicidal if it doesn't work out the way you planned.Sorry I live in an ...well not normal environment work wise and am very unsympathetic to people's feelings, have been hardened no matter how feminine I may sometimes feel. Didi I'm not attacking, critique probably? Just relax, lay back, be grateful and just don't put too much thought or effort into it.
It's not a competition its personal achievment for you and you only. This bit of my body is bad...that's so depressing. Bollocks!!!!