17-05-2022, 06:19 PM
Day 330
Hooray! I hit eleven months on HRT today.
Last month has been more the same old same old... Extremely rough dysphoria episodes and some absolutely blissful happy days, my usual roller coaster. I've been having some extra stress with running out of money and my dog being sick, at least he had his surgery and is now healing, still not walking much on his own without help.
Then on body changes, during the last fifteen days I've got more bust and hips once again and it seems that the pace of changes might be going up rather than slowing down. I've been that fifteen days off cypro which hasn't yet shown any difference what so ever which is good as I want to get rid of that stuff. No synthetic drugs for me if I can avoid them. My experiment with BO + uterine and pituitary supplements seems to be working well, I haven't had this kind of growth spurt for a while and my breasts have been quite sore to the touch. Most growth pains since starting HRT. I made a prediction that by breast volume, I might reach G cup in few months, but now it seems I might make there much earlier unless growth slows down... Thankfully the bra I bought has nicely big cups so I wont outgrow it too soon.
I got a big surprise when I stepped on a scale yesterday, I knew that I've been gaining a lot of weight but I never expected this. Year and half ago, I was over 40lbs/20kg lighter. December last year I was at 235lbs/107kg and yesterday whopping 257lbs/117kg. I have been this heavy only once in my life.... Its all good as I planned to do weight cycling and possibly in quite extreme manner, I love the new curves and softness I have, being active and hiking for some reason doesn't feel cumbersome at all which is kinda weird. I used to start to get the heavy feeling when ever I went over 240lbs/110kg, but this new female weight distribution I guess works in a different way.
I didn't plan to gain this much weight or have it happen so fast. My only gripe is that my waist has pretty much disappeared below all new fat I got, otherwise I absolutely adore my body like this. I don't mind gaining some more either, but not on the expense of my health as I want to stay active and fit enough to do whole bunch of stuff. Other than that, I don't mind it. The only issue is when I need to slim down for GCS due to the BMI limit, it already means I have to drop off forty pounds or twenty kilos, that's quite a lot and I don't know how much slower it is now that I'm on HRT. I guess its lucky that my GCS wont be booked in about two years or so, I got plenty of time to do several weight cycles and still have time to slim down for it.
Here's two new photos. I really love the shape I'm getting, if I can manage to pull this off but loose some from my waist, that would be dreamy.
Hooray! I hit eleven months on HRT today.
Last month has been more the same old same old... Extremely rough dysphoria episodes and some absolutely blissful happy days, my usual roller coaster. I've been having some extra stress with running out of money and my dog being sick, at least he had his surgery and is now healing, still not walking much on his own without help.
Then on body changes, during the last fifteen days I've got more bust and hips once again and it seems that the pace of changes might be going up rather than slowing down. I've been that fifteen days off cypro which hasn't yet shown any difference what so ever which is good as I want to get rid of that stuff. No synthetic drugs for me if I can avoid them. My experiment with BO + uterine and pituitary supplements seems to be working well, I haven't had this kind of growth spurt for a while and my breasts have been quite sore to the touch. Most growth pains since starting HRT. I made a prediction that by breast volume, I might reach G cup in few months, but now it seems I might make there much earlier unless growth slows down... Thankfully the bra I bought has nicely big cups so I wont outgrow it too soon.
I got a big surprise when I stepped on a scale yesterday, I knew that I've been gaining a lot of weight but I never expected this. Year and half ago, I was over 40lbs/20kg lighter. December last year I was at 235lbs/107kg and yesterday whopping 257lbs/117kg. I have been this heavy only once in my life.... Its all good as I planned to do weight cycling and possibly in quite extreme manner, I love the new curves and softness I have, being active and hiking for some reason doesn't feel cumbersome at all which is kinda weird. I used to start to get the heavy feeling when ever I went over 240lbs/110kg, but this new female weight distribution I guess works in a different way.
I didn't plan to gain this much weight or have it happen so fast. My only gripe is that my waist has pretty much disappeared below all new fat I got, otherwise I absolutely adore my body like this. I don't mind gaining some more either, but not on the expense of my health as I want to stay active and fit enough to do whole bunch of stuff. Other than that, I don't mind it. The only issue is when I need to slim down for GCS due to the BMI limit, it already means I have to drop off forty pounds or twenty kilos, that's quite a lot and I don't know how much slower it is now that I'm on HRT. I guess its lucky that my GCS wont be booked in about two years or so, I got plenty of time to do several weight cycles and still have time to slim down for it.
Here's two new photos. I really love the shape I'm getting, if I can manage to pull this off but loose some from my waist, that would be dreamy.