(26-01-2022, 06:15 AM)HandofFate Wrote: I have women gender me female too, funny thing is these bitches won't admit I look male until I insult them. Men on the otherhand will tell me I look male and not try to lie about it. So you think I cis pass too? Hell, my skull has had surgery to look feminine and I know I still don't cis pass. Very cringe.
You insult people who gender you correctly? No wonder your life is miserable and you're a such a miserable person! I'm really sorry for your plight, we're not all on the same line what comes to graceful transition, others work it out, while some don't no matter what. If you're one of the unlucky ones, tell me how in hell does that justify you to take a piss at me and Lotus and everybody else? I bet you hate every single trans woman out there who's successful with their transition? Guess what, its not your fault, this is how the world works.
I have some very good advice for you, get help to solve your insecurity and your obsession on cis passing, as soon as you feel more confident about yourself, it starts to work out much better. (Just FYI, men also gender me correctly most of the time.) I'm really sorry your FFS wasn't a glorious success, but you need to work around this problem which is obviously not in your face, but mostly in your mind. And when you go crazy envious about us others having nice breasts, you're not flat as a board either! Do you realize that we aren't any different on this than cis women are? There's fuckton of slim cis women who barely have any breasts or any shape to them and that's perfectly normal too because everyone is different and unique and all body types and shapes can be beautiful.
You know, I feel very sorry for you, I even pity you because you're obviously very hurt deep inside. But you know what girl, its not my fault or anybody else's fault! Its your unfortunate circumstances and your perceived failure with your transition that does it. And very likely most of it is only in your own mind. I could be your friend and comfort you and talk and try to find stuff that might help you, both to feel better and with your transition and body changes. But you're sabotaging it all by bitching and lashing out! You're projecting your own dysphoria onto others and that's not right. Its not my fault you're hurting, its not my fault that my transition is working out ok, its no reason for you bash me and misgender me and treat me like garbage. Stop projecting your insecurities on me, please.
I'm pissed off because of your shitty behavior, I would really want to give you back what you would deserve. I can play verbal chess if I want to, I could hurt you too, but that would be too low and I don't want to hurt someone who's already hurting inside. You need help, you need to get your mental health together and you deserve better. You deserve to be comforted and loved and the body changes you so badly crave for. But please clean up your act or you will be forever miserable as no one wants to help someone who's full of bitterness and anger.
Don't hate me, I haven't done anything bad to you. You need friends, not enemies. <3