16-12-2021, 11:47 AM
Day 178
I'm still in Helsinki, still in my cousins place. My plans with my friends have went so badly tits up its ridiculous. Haven't met up with them at all, only because I'm not feeling confident enough to navigate a huge city alone. I was hoping to get a ride but nope, no can do.
Then some good news, I've been talking with our lovely breast growth master Yoda and she has given me some really good new ideas on what to do to give my boobs a little boost. So there's two new supplements to try which I may soon add into the broth.
Yesterday I had a teams meeting with my doctor and it went fantastic. She was really sweet with everything and had obviously read my information as she knew exactly what to ask and she said some really nice things. She said that I'm making fantastic progress with my body/facial changes, said that I'm very knowledgeable about the process and my wishes and plans which we went through one by one. I told her which surgeries I'm planning/hoping to get done. When I said that BA is an option in case my breasts decide not to develop to match my wishes. I pulled the camera lower to show her how I'm progressing, her response, "Wow!". We talked about my mental issues and how to deal with them and she ended up concluding that there's nothing to stop my treatment and its timely and needed asap. She expedited my process by booking a therapy referral right away which is really nice. Typically they do nothing at all before diagnosis. My next meeting is with a nurse who goes deeper into details about my dysphoria and how to deal with it and so on, that will be in about one month which is amazingly short waiting time. This doctor is really super nice and I hope she's the main person I deal with, afaik she is. We also talked about how my social transition has been going and I of course made a point about having lived as a woman soon a year full time.
So yea, as I wished, my case is an obvious one and things will be dealt with as soon as possible. Ten therapy sessions coming up and those will be free. I'm applicable for another ten if I need it.
About boobs, I don't have much to tell, except that I've had a LOT of very deep itch going on for days. I've done one little change and that is going on higher dose of cypro, still not much, 12,5mg every other day. Lotus advised me to push my T even a bit lower (which I thought about earlier would be beneficial.) My hopes are to get my levels to about 300 pg/ml for estradiol and 20-25 pg/ml for T.
I placed and order for PG and waiting to get the payment details for it. I hope it works out, I've waited for a reply for a day now which is bit slow I think. Hopefully it wont get confiscated. I'm trying to get some at first and stock up on more as soon as I can.
My time off social media is really helping me a lot. So much peace of mind... ^_^ It was a good idea to take time off of it all.
I'm still in Helsinki, still in my cousins place. My plans with my friends have went so badly tits up its ridiculous. Haven't met up with them at all, only because I'm not feeling confident enough to navigate a huge city alone. I was hoping to get a ride but nope, no can do.
Then some good news, I've been talking with our lovely breast growth master Yoda and she has given me some really good new ideas on what to do to give my boobs a little boost. So there's two new supplements to try which I may soon add into the broth.
Yesterday I had a teams meeting with my doctor and it went fantastic. She was really sweet with everything and had obviously read my information as she knew exactly what to ask and she said some really nice things. She said that I'm making fantastic progress with my body/facial changes, said that I'm very knowledgeable about the process and my wishes and plans which we went through one by one. I told her which surgeries I'm planning/hoping to get done. When I said that BA is an option in case my breasts decide not to develop to match my wishes. I pulled the camera lower to show her how I'm progressing, her response, "Wow!". We talked about my mental issues and how to deal with them and she ended up concluding that there's nothing to stop my treatment and its timely and needed asap. She expedited my process by booking a therapy referral right away which is really nice. Typically they do nothing at all before diagnosis. My next meeting is with a nurse who goes deeper into details about my dysphoria and how to deal with it and so on, that will be in about one month which is amazingly short waiting time. This doctor is really super nice and I hope she's the main person I deal with, afaik she is. We also talked about how my social transition has been going and I of course made a point about having lived as a woman soon a year full time.
So yea, as I wished, my case is an obvious one and things will be dealt with as soon as possible. Ten therapy sessions coming up and those will be free. I'm applicable for another ten if I need it.
About boobs, I don't have much to tell, except that I've had a LOT of very deep itch going on for days. I've done one little change and that is going on higher dose of cypro, still not much, 12,5mg every other day. Lotus advised me to push my T even a bit lower (which I thought about earlier would be beneficial.) My hopes are to get my levels to about 300 pg/ml for estradiol and 20-25 pg/ml for T.
I placed and order for PG and waiting to get the payment details for it. I hope it works out, I've waited for a reply for a day now which is bit slow I think. Hopefully it wont get confiscated. I'm trying to get some at first and stock up on more as soon as I can.
My time off social media is really helping me a lot. So much peace of mind... ^_^ It was a good idea to take time off of it all.