13-12-2021, 03:38 PM
(13-12-2021, 09:47 AM)HelloDiDi Wrote:I understand,(12-12-2021, 06:37 PM)Happyme Wrote: Didi
You started life with a swingin dick, and now you at the 80 percent point of becoming a woman.
Its not all about breasts.
Your breast growth may have slowed, but there is still that 20% left to take you over the top. Voice, mannerisms, gait, emotions, etc
And once your boy parts are gone, you will have attained womanhood.
And I fear that you will vanish from here as well.
For me its very exciting to watch a gurl start her journey, grow, and progress though the many phases towards transition.
But then the effervescence fades, and real everyday life takes over. No more thrill of the first time out in a dress, or the first times someone comments on your breast, or the big one about telling friends and family. Just the humdrum of sun up and sun down.
So even though you feel that things have stopped and no one is excited as they were in the past, we still love you you are moving on your own momentum now.There are bunch of new bees' that need attention too. Keep offering your history and advice.
enjoy the knowledge that you are an great inspiration on hundreds on this site, and beyond.
So Merry Christmas and always look at the bright side of Life.
https://youtu.be/SJUhlRoBL8M
Bobbi
Yea, its not all about boobs, but I'm just not where I wish to be and what I deserve... Plus all the million other things that are still wrong about my body. I want to be comfortable and happy living in this thing, I'm not sure if I'll ever really get there. Its painful. Constant feelings of inferiority and not good and not enough are rotting my heart. People tend to think that its just envy, its not that.... Its body dysmorphia mated with hyper awareness of my surroundings and other people. This is why I need a break as I just can not stop paying attention unless I shut things away completely.
I'm not gonna completely disappear. I never have before despite taking some breaks. I just want time off... I want to come back with something new to show, it makes no sense to post same stuff over and over... "no change" Nobody is interested in that. I feel like almost nobody is interested in general. I see more activity here on other topics, mine has been becoming just musings of a mundane trans woman rather than super lucky boobie queen so why bother. I'm just accepting my fate of being not that interesting because I'm not that special either, all the super good looking ones and super busty ones get all the love and attention anyway. I may just shut up and come back when there's something worth posting.
One last thought
Life is like a rope, you can hold on and go for a ride, sometimes, smooth and fast, some times slow and bumpy. One thing you can never do, as hard as you may try is push the rope!
Love ya
Bobbi