26-10-2021, 08:34 AM
Day 127
Still waiting to get the DHEA, stocking up on the extracts today. I'm yet to get another batch of EV from Lena, I've been just lazy with it, I could arrange it any time... Actually I might take on it today. I was at our family summerhouse for almost a week and it was one of the roughest weeks I have had since starting my transition. Obviously PMS, looking at my diary the timing matches too. Crazy dysphoria, feeling depressed, I cried several days straight almost all the time without a good reason. Felt horrible about everything. Its getting better now, today feeling quite well actually.
I'm expecting a friend to come visit me today, a special kinda friend... Just wait until it goes on the "best friends" level. She's having a surgery right now and takes a taxi here later in the afternoon. Some interesting times ahead, she's my first TG friend who actually is coming to see me and seems to keep her word on it.
My boobs have been extremely sore for days. I have been taking measurements but kinda doing it and ignoring them, I updated the spreadsheet yesterday and got a pleasant surprise. My body changes are not slowing down, they're speeding up. I have never seen anything quite like this... The difference between my bust and band has grown for 3" within four weeks. I have been at the same time losing band length and growing boobs way faster than I've ever seen. I didn't know this kind of pace is even possible. I haven't noted it much, I'm blind, I need the tape or comparison photos or something to see it, but some familiar names on the BN Discord server said they see a difference here.
Still waiting to get the DHEA, stocking up on the extracts today. I'm yet to get another batch of EV from Lena, I've been just lazy with it, I could arrange it any time... Actually I might take on it today. I was at our family summerhouse for almost a week and it was one of the roughest weeks I have had since starting my transition. Obviously PMS, looking at my diary the timing matches too. Crazy dysphoria, feeling depressed, I cried several days straight almost all the time without a good reason. Felt horrible about everything. Its getting better now, today feeling quite well actually.
I'm expecting a friend to come visit me today, a special kinda friend... Just wait until it goes on the "best friends" level. She's having a surgery right now and takes a taxi here later in the afternoon. Some interesting times ahead, she's my first TG friend who actually is coming to see me and seems to keep her word on it.
My boobs have been extremely sore for days. I have been taking measurements but kinda doing it and ignoring them, I updated the spreadsheet yesterday and got a pleasant surprise. My body changes are not slowing down, they're speeding up. I have never seen anything quite like this... The difference between my bust and band has grown for 3" within four weeks. I have been at the same time losing band length and growing boobs way faster than I've ever seen. I didn't know this kind of pace is even possible. I haven't noted it much, I'm blind, I need the tape or comparison photos or something to see it, but some familiar names on the BN Discord server said they see a difference here.