18-10-2021, 03:07 PM
(02-10-2021, 10:50 AM)HelloDiDi Wrote: Day 104
Something's up! I have been measuring new records again, this is second or third day in a row and things are obviously going forward. The nipple discharge stopped few days back. Soreness is gone, but I have the deep itch deep below my nipples again and speaking of nipples, they are getting much bigger and they are extremely sensitive. Some times so much that a gentle touch hurts.
My bust / waist / hips ratios are the best they've ever been so far, exact same measurements for two days in a row. This is very promising development, but I can't tell if its HRT or the caynne & ginseng tincture doing it. My suspicion is the combination of everything, but it seems my body ratios have taken a very positive turn since I started the tincture. I started taking Maca again as I have a full bag lying about, can't do anything bad at least and its healthy stuff. Feels like my energy levels are better now.
On the conservative way of measuring, things look like this now:
Bust: 49,5" / 127cm
Waist: 92cm
Hips: 122cm
Bra size, accurate method: 36,9" : 12,5" = 2,95, roughly 85H / 80I
Bra size by volume: 1640 roughly 85 G / 80 H
Note about bra sizes, these are just using the numbers, in reality the width of the cups is correct, but depth is often a bit too much. There's no empty space in my 85(38) H cup push ups, but I need to use padding to straighten the cups. When I bought it, that padding made up for missing boobage, not any more.
My mental state seems to be getting more stable as time goes by, its easier to get on a good mood and shrug off nasty thoughts. Not like I would be super happy all the time, but its getting better. Tomorrow is the low E day before the injection day. Last time I felt quite down on the day 4, will see how it is this time. Injections are magic, I can't say enough good things about it and I feel like my dosage is correct.
Another change I noted is that my T is probably completely nuked. My genitals do function quite ok, but all I cum is clear liquid. The combination of injections and Androcur is obviously doing its thing. I may start soon to wind down the Androcur dosage and see how it goes. I was saying no picture updates until the end of the month, but I snapped a picture regardless. No swelling from noogle this time so its an "honest" picture. I'm starting to develop a little hang while sitting down which is absolutely lovely. Projection is still slowly getting better and my nipple growth has taken me by a pleasant surprise.
So DiDi, has your sexual preference changed with your development? That was a real mystery for me as a teenager. I was very interested in girls because I wanted to be one, as I conclude now. I watched boys too but I was always a little afraid of them. One day there was a teen dance and my mother persuaded me to go. She put me in a flirty skirt, heels and a revealing top and Fredericks push up bra. I was a little nervous but when I noticed the boys looking at my cleavage, I relaxed and enjoyed it. I don't know why girls always complain about boys staring when they have their breasts on display. It was not long before a boy invited me out to his car for a drink of whiskey. His hands were all over me and he soon had my bra off. I really enjoyed his touch as it was the first time a boy had seen them. Anyway he soon had and enormous ejaculation that went all over the car. I loved having that effect on a boy. Anyway it was decided that I prefer boys and still do.