01-10-2021, 07:24 PM
(01-10-2021, 06:21 PM)Connie Wrote: Thank you DiDi- I found it and that wonderful picture of your breasts uncovered. Just beautiful dear. My question relates very much to my experience. I was a boy with 36 C breasts most of my life. I had a hard time hiding them in male mode. But you are much bigger. so I wondered when you decided to transition over full time. Did you perhaps cross dress, as I did, for a time?
Oh wow Connie, you're really lucky. :O I guess its a bit of a questionable blessing, getting breasts by luck when presenting male... :/ I didn't have such "luck". All the more happy about starting pretty much flat and ending up so far...
You know what's really interesting, before I started doing my social transition full time, almost no one noticed anything. I was at about D cups back then. I'm guessing its partly due to my breast shape being shallow, they look smaller than what they are as there's not that much projection. And the other part is peoples perception. As long as they thought they're seeing a guy, they were. Some people have noted after I outed myself that they had indeed noticed how much more feminine my body had become. But none of them said it out loud to me, likely from being polite. (And being Finns.)
I did cross dress for quite some time, actually I see it as more of a testing the waters, trying my limits and how does it feel to present more female and I loved it to bits. For about two years before I outed myself and started doing this 24/7, I some times cross dressed, quite often in public too. It was mostly a good experience for learning how right it all felt, but of course I got stared at like crazy, really judgemental staring... And some kids apparently had noted me being the "boob dude". xD I was quite crazy with it now looking back, I was out there fem presenting at yet totally non passing for a lot of times and I just did it... These days its very different, I think my looks pass about 90% of the time without anybody paying much attention. The long nasty stares are almost gone. Today I had one while doing shopping. I think something about me still clocks me, no idea if its my looks or my demeanor and I try not to care much about it. Its been going great with this. My body is so female these days I can't look like much of a guy any more no matter what I wear. I think my beard shadow is the biggest issue.
Anyways, I think my breasts have only became in-your-face obvious after I started social transition... But I can't know what people saw, Finns tend to keep to themselves a lot, they don't speak out to strangers on this kind of stuff much. But the stares are telling.