28-09-2021, 07:32 PM
(28-09-2021, 06:59 PM)catbeginner Wrote: So DiDi,
Not too far back you were nearing a very dark place. Those feelings involve a multitude of inner thoughts, emotions and life stresses. But you came back to the light. And do you sound more up beat now! The "E" has gotten into your being. From a physical growth to a more positive outlook. In particular the pain of a relationship loss and the self reflective reasoning to get at peace. Keep working on it. It may happen. If it was worth the initial effort, then a little more work may get things back on track. Look, you are in new waters here, take your time and be patience with the new person. She has a lot to work through as well.
Now, as to your remarkable physical changes. WOW, how far can you go! Even in the photos you recently posted, I can see the softness and curves now in your physical appearance. It is still shocking to me that your body has accepted the estrogen and now is thriving on it. You look marvelous. Your attitude seems in sync with your development. Kudos and continued success.
Cat
Its been heck of a ride lately... ^_^ I think switching on injections has been my magic bullet, specially on my moods. There's still occasional swings but its nowhere near as bad as when I was on pills. I'm 100% convinced that my body has been craving for estrogen dominance for a long time... Otherwise it wouldn't make sense on how much better I feel. Its weird, to actually realize that this might be what "normal" feels like.
The relationship stuff has been a big mess lately, although I think its becoming better already. There's jut pieces of a little girls heart all over the floor here which need to be picked up and put back together. Time heals everything.
How far? I wish further than what I'm dreaming of today. I have a crazy goal of more accentuated hourglass shape which seems to be the direction things are going, and few more cup sizes on my boobies... Oh and I hope my facial features would soften and round out some more. So far, so good.
Thanks, such a cheer to read posts like this. <3