22-09-2021, 09:30 AM
Day 93
The injection + Andocur combination seems to be working very well on me. My breasts have grown very quickly lately and I think I have quite rapid fat redistribution happening, its likely to just get better as I keep on going. I'm going to hold on about posting new pictures as the next time I do, I want to show a visible difference and perhaps make some sort of timeline picture again.
But there's something new which I'm finally putting to the test and that is a tincture made from caynne extract, ginseng extract and lemon juice. Sounds kinda silly, but there's some science behind this. Lotus's ideas once again, I will quote her below so I don't need to try to memorize all this, this is what the tincture is supposed to do.
I should have enough of the stuff for over a month to try this out which hopefully will be long enough to show possible results. I will start to keep tabs on this by measuring my bust - waist - hips measurements and the ratios.... Which right now are 124cm - 94cm - 120cm, the ratios being bust to waist 0,75, hips to waist 0,78. Not very flattering numbers as I wish to get both to about 0,69 to 0,70. This I will achieve if I gain both bust and hips to 130cm and loose enough from my waist to be 90cm. So its not insanely far away... My hips have been getting wider which is totally cool, no hip dips any more... And without any rigorous exercise, its all just hiking, drumming and HRT.
My breasts have been steadily getting bigger and heavier lately, specially areolas and nipples have definitely developed fast which is godsend. No idea how far it will go, likely worlds away as I have barely just began. Anyway, my full program now is the following:
0,14ml/5,6mg Lena EV injection once per five days, deep subcutaneous above buttock, alternating the spot each time.
12,5mg Andocur once every three days
500mg reishi extract pill every other day
Calcium + magnesium, vitamin D3 and MSM daily just before sleep
Caynne & gingseng & lemon juice tincture twice a day.
Plenty of massage, noogle pumping 1-2 hours once every 3-4 days, supplenips when ever I remember them.
Right now my bra size on the most conservative measuring is 85/38 G or 80/36 H. Some smaller bras fit nicely too, my shape is still kinda stupid for being so wide and shallow, but its definitely getting better lately as injections have given me a lot of new projection. Absolutely called for, I wish that development will keep on going.
Then something about other things... The fresh poly relationship didn't work out... So much promise and plans were kinda wrecked in a blink of an eye. My new gf decided to leave us for various reasons. I've been totally heartbroken and crying my eyes out for few days and its really hurting me to let her go. I can't even be angry at her even though I would have the reason to. I just can't. I don't want to blame her for anything... I just wish it would have worked out as me and my gf did such a big effort on making it happen and I bet it would have worked out. I think it was called quits way too early and way too easy. There would have been months time to talk and figure things out... But well, there goes my dreams of having a TG girlfriend and likely most hope of ever living in a poly relationship. So yea, about having a real life friend and peer support, I'm back in square one... Let alone that friend being a lover also which would be a dream come true. Makes me so sad... My chances of finding trans friend here is close to zero, online friendships are not the same thing and there was such a promise of experiencing something new and unique and now its nothing but a broken dream. And I still love her, I can't just shut that off and it makes me hurt. As if I didn't have enough burden to carry. Anyway, I'm kinda moody right now. Perhaps next time I post things will be better.
The injection + Andocur combination seems to be working very well on me. My breasts have grown very quickly lately and I think I have quite rapid fat redistribution happening, its likely to just get better as I keep on going. I'm going to hold on about posting new pictures as the next time I do, I want to show a visible difference and perhaps make some sort of timeline picture again.
But there's something new which I'm finally putting to the test and that is a tincture made from caynne extract, ginseng extract and lemon juice. Sounds kinda silly, but there's some science behind this. Lotus's ideas once again, I will quote her below so I don't need to try to memorize all this, this is what the tincture is supposed to do.
Quote:To list all the science here would take a while, so I’ll summarize. The cayenne tincture reduces stomach fat
(central obesity) initiates aromatase via the conversion of cortisone to cortisol via 11-beta HSD
(Hydroxysteroid dehydrogenase, yes, this is new science) in breast tissue. Trust me, it gets more complicated from here.
And ginseng initiates the cAMP/PKA/CREB pathway which is a major breast growing pathway.
The ginsenoside’s in ginseng inhibits glucocorticoids, which is beneficial for breast growth.
So you make a liquid tincture with these, meaning 1 full dropper of each with 6-8oz of water,
squeeze in 1/2 of a ? (lemon, which lemon are acidic outside the body but alkalizing in the body...plus it inhibits T).
Do this 1-2x per day, and watch the tummy disappear, and help with breast growth.
I should have enough of the stuff for over a month to try this out which hopefully will be long enough to show possible results. I will start to keep tabs on this by measuring my bust - waist - hips measurements and the ratios.... Which right now are 124cm - 94cm - 120cm, the ratios being bust to waist 0,75, hips to waist 0,78. Not very flattering numbers as I wish to get both to about 0,69 to 0,70. This I will achieve if I gain both bust and hips to 130cm and loose enough from my waist to be 90cm. So its not insanely far away... My hips have been getting wider which is totally cool, no hip dips any more... And without any rigorous exercise, its all just hiking, drumming and HRT.
My breasts have been steadily getting bigger and heavier lately, specially areolas and nipples have definitely developed fast which is godsend. No idea how far it will go, likely worlds away as I have barely just began. Anyway, my full program now is the following:
0,14ml/5,6mg Lena EV injection once per five days, deep subcutaneous above buttock, alternating the spot each time.
12,5mg Andocur once every three days
500mg reishi extract pill every other day
Calcium + magnesium, vitamin D3 and MSM daily just before sleep
Caynne & gingseng & lemon juice tincture twice a day.
Plenty of massage, noogle pumping 1-2 hours once every 3-4 days, supplenips when ever I remember them.
Right now my bra size on the most conservative measuring is 85/38 G or 80/36 H. Some smaller bras fit nicely too, my shape is still kinda stupid for being so wide and shallow, but its definitely getting better lately as injections have given me a lot of new projection. Absolutely called for, I wish that development will keep on going.
Then something about other things... The fresh poly relationship didn't work out... So much promise and plans were kinda wrecked in a blink of an eye. My new gf decided to leave us for various reasons. I've been totally heartbroken and crying my eyes out for few days and its really hurting me to let her go. I can't even be angry at her even though I would have the reason to. I just can't. I don't want to blame her for anything... I just wish it would have worked out as me and my gf did such a big effort on making it happen and I bet it would have worked out. I think it was called quits way too early and way too easy. There would have been months time to talk and figure things out... But well, there goes my dreams of having a TG girlfriend and likely most hope of ever living in a poly relationship. So yea, about having a real life friend and peer support, I'm back in square one... Let alone that friend being a lover also which would be a dream come true. Makes me so sad... My chances of finding trans friend here is close to zero, online friendships are not the same thing and there was such a promise of experiencing something new and unique and now its nothing but a broken dream. And I still love her, I can't just shut that off and it makes me hurt. As if I didn't have enough burden to carry. Anyway, I'm kinda moody right now. Perhaps next time I post things will be better.