10-09-2021, 11:42 AM
(10-09-2021, 06:28 AM)HelloDiDi Wrote: I got a weird lack of response and feedback like everywhere at once, that + being dysphoric bitch isn't a good combination.Aww, I'm sorry. I know how that can feel. I'd give people hugs over the internet if I could to make them feel better. Estrofem has been good to me so far as I've said in my own thread. I'm jealous of the ease and possibly better results of injections for sure. I hope they work out super wonderfully for you~ Sane is a good thing in most people's eyes, but feeling like you should is what really matters here.
I'm just glad to be off the pills... Although Estrofem did work wonders on me, huge change within weeks and it gave me a taste of what feeling normal is like. For me the injection is way simpler and better choice, no need to remember it several times a day is really nice. And it feels like I'm becoming sane, feeling like I should. I love it. But sunlingual Estrofem was awesome, with my current experience, that's the second best choice. I'm yet to know how other methods would compare but no idea if I will get to know that as injections seem to be working so well on me. And my current meds will last me close to two years so I likely wont need to change anything for a long time. Only thing I wish to change is to get on progesterone.
Lets see how it goes, I have about one year of breast growth behind right now and very likely there's several more to come. My dream is to get few sizes more just to get the projection I want to have... Time will tell if I get there. So far all previous goals have came and went.
It's great that we can take something so simple and feel much better for it, yet also sad that many of us discovered it in there 20s and beyond. I do wish I could go back 10 or so years and try to set my course earlier but as I can't I just keep moving along and am motivated to change what I can now instead of worrying too much about the past.
PG (I'm on 200mg suppository) is so perfect for me. I certainly recommend trying it when/if you can. As with many things in HRT your mileage may vary of course but it really seemed to put me in the place I couldn't have been without it. So far at least. I can't imagine it will suddenly get worse though. I do hope it will do more with my breast development than it has in the first month but for all other purposes of feminization, balance, and beyond, it's been fantastic.
Remember that even if people don't always post that this (to me) is also a very personal journey. We all need to stay strong and keep our motivation up~ It's hard not to give in to doubt sometimes but know that there is people rooting for you too!