24-07-2021, 06:49 AM
I'm taking a break from social media. I need time off... Internet is destroying my sanity and I can't take it any more. Everything I see around me is success where I fail, the grass is so much greener on the other side... Its hurting me so much I just must go away for a bit. No BN, no Reddit, no Facebook, no Discord, no nothing for a while. I'm trying to arrange some time to go to the summerhouse with my gf without anything to worry about for a while.
I will likely come back in a week or so, I'm not sure yet. I just need to unwind and relax for a while. Obsessing about my body and my breasts and transitioning is not doing me any favors right now. I guess this is some kind of dark night of the soul I'm experiencing. Its ever so slightly better now, I'm so busy rehearsing and stuff I have no time to think about my own personal hell, but I'm not fixed yet.
I'll come back later once I feel better. <3
I will likely come back in a week or so, I'm not sure yet. I just need to unwind and relax for a while. Obsessing about my body and my breasts and transitioning is not doing me any favors right now. I guess this is some kind of dark night of the soul I'm experiencing. Its ever so slightly better now, I'm so busy rehearsing and stuff I have no time to think about my own personal hell, but I'm not fixed yet.
I'll come back later once I feel better. <3