21-07-2021, 10:42 AM
Day 30
Another uninteresting update... Nothing to say about measurements and no pictures to show. I'm holding off posting any pictures as I don't want to keep repeating the same old all the time. They look exactly like before. I will try to go on for a month or something without a single boob pic so I would for once have something really interesting to show here.
I have felt like absolute shit for the last three days. Quite nasty mood swings, dysphoria attacks out of nowhere, with or without any reason. I'm wondering if this is pms. It could be, I got something like that back when I was on pm and it sucked big time. I feel unmotivated, tired and pissed off, easily frustrated and anxious. Last two days I have been mostly disassociating from myself and trying to stay off of social media as it does nothing but hurt me even more. I keep on seeing others getting where I wish to be and its not inspiring, it kicks me to the head for being so late, left behind and without help...
The good part of this is that I know it wont last forever, if its hormonal, it will likely get better in few days or sooner if I can get my mind off myself and my body.
I'm happy about the overall growth and body changes... But very disappointed about how my areolas aren't growing at all and my nipples too... They've gone a long way since when I started but they still feel like tiny peas. I would change overall growth for decent areolas and nipples any time if someone offered me that. I would be satisfied if they stayed this size and I just got better areolas + nipples... But no way, I guess my genetics go on the line of my luck of the Irish, they get big but just the thing I wish for wont happen. Or maybe it will just take ages, there is some change, but its not much...
I'm not on the mood to talk about anything right now. This sucks big time. I just want to sleep and forget.... Well, what the heck. I'm planning on some changes on my program as soon as I can afford it. Something new that hasn't been much talked about here. I will likely add this thing next month if I'm lucky to afford it. I will also get back on E cream as its listed on Amazon again, should be in stock in August. More on this later.
Another uninteresting update... Nothing to say about measurements and no pictures to show. I'm holding off posting any pictures as I don't want to keep repeating the same old all the time. They look exactly like before. I will try to go on for a month or something without a single boob pic so I would for once have something really interesting to show here.
I have felt like absolute shit for the last three days. Quite nasty mood swings, dysphoria attacks out of nowhere, with or without any reason. I'm wondering if this is pms. It could be, I got something like that back when I was on pm and it sucked big time. I feel unmotivated, tired and pissed off, easily frustrated and anxious. Last two days I have been mostly disassociating from myself and trying to stay off of social media as it does nothing but hurt me even more. I keep on seeing others getting where I wish to be and its not inspiring, it kicks me to the head for being so late, left behind and without help...
The good part of this is that I know it wont last forever, if its hormonal, it will likely get better in few days or sooner if I can get my mind off myself and my body.
I'm happy about the overall growth and body changes... But very disappointed about how my areolas aren't growing at all and my nipples too... They've gone a long way since when I started but they still feel like tiny peas. I would change overall growth for decent areolas and nipples any time if someone offered me that. I would be satisfied if they stayed this size and I just got better areolas + nipples... But no way, I guess my genetics go on the line of my luck of the Irish, they get big but just the thing I wish for wont happen. Or maybe it will just take ages, there is some change, but its not much...
I'm not on the mood to talk about anything right now. This sucks big time. I just want to sleep and forget.... Well, what the heck. I'm planning on some changes on my program as soon as I can afford it. Something new that hasn't been much talked about here. I will likely add this thing next month if I'm lucky to afford it. I will also get back on E cream as its listed on Amazon again, should be in stock in August. More on this later.