Hi guys. I am new to MSM. I am 42. Married 15 years. 2 kids. I live life as a very masculine person. I hunt, ride motorcycles, fix cars. I have no desire to be a female. I do not cross dress. But years have porn addiction somehow led me to this website. The more I read the more curious I was to try it. So over the last 6 months I have done the merry go round. Starting and stopping. The fear of budding and having permanent breasts caused to quit several times. I know it is a terrible idea
Last month I was feeling kinky and wanted to push my limits one last time. One full bottle. At the 3 week mark I could feel gumball size lumps behind each nipple. All this week I have this pressure pushing from deep inside my breast pushing towards my nipples. The buds are spreading. It feels really intense.
I knew permanent breast growth was possible, but I said I would quit before I budded. I didn't take into account picking up where I left off other sessions.
My breasts are actually a great size. I almost appear to have muscles, but the breasts jiggle with every step. They bounce driving my truck hitting bumps
having really noticeable breasts or wearing a bra is not possible
Want can I expect now? Should I stay on PM until I finish budding. That scares me. Should I stop. I am really in the pink fog. It is addicting.. Up to 2750mg today.
Sorry for the long post. I thought some of you might understand my fears and fetishes. I read through other posts you have shared every day. Thank you