[Drew]

Hi Didi!
I know your in a hurry to be all woman. but lets not kill our self in the process.
Lotus please jump in here any time.
Dont be in a hurry to hurt yourself.
Slow down take a deep breath, take a long look in a full length mirror, and enjoy the amazing work that you have done so far.Its truly amazing!

Bureaucracy is slow at best and Corona has made it even worse.
The best part of your plan is getting a Dr and start the transition ball rolling.

Huggs
Bobbi

I guess Lotus has been busy or something, I haven't heard of her for a while. Oh and I'm really eager to her her advice.

I'm not in a hurry... And I am. The thing is that I can't sit on my ass for any longer, I need to take the next step soon or I'll end up worse off than I am. Mentally. I so badly wish we had the informed consent system here, I would be already all set with everything if that were the case. But no way, backwoods of the world where stuff is slow and old school and things are slow to change. Funny how Finland has worlds top internet connection, heck I could be typing this from literally middle of nowhere without problems. Then to get on hrt when in real need is slow as heck.

Am not Lotus.....God forbid that I could possibly be so knowledgable. But you know I adore you BobbI and admire you but have to cut in...sorry.
What DiDi has managed to achieve in such a very short time is not just imprestive but at the risk of being insulting will call it miraculous. The diligence and dedication to a plan is quite impressive is a beacon for us all. C'mon we all start off in a bit of a hurry, we want it so badly and even though DiDi claims there is no hurry am not buying that because we all are in a bit of a hurry or were....sorry
but that's a fact. Not tyinng to be horrid, hoestly.
But you are right, seeking professional help is the way to proceed. It can be awkward my Doc knows and I get mammography but no help other than that. But don't give in, pester and annoy the doctor until he or she finally gives up. Am working on that. Really don't go on pharmacy alone.