I've been spending too much time on that other website I've mentioned... And its causing me to have very bad boob/nipple envy. I found this crossdresser guy who clearly is into NBE and he's got absolutely HUGE nipples. Totally feminine, just like I would like them. Afaik he's using supple nipps a lot, dunno what else though. Darn boob envy. My confidence isn't made of iron anyway and hanging out there too much ruins my mood. I tend to see too much of "have nots" when I pay attention. It would be better to concentrate on the good stuff, but can't help it really. I suck at confidence.
On the nice side, my PM order is finally moving. At least one of them is, I really don't like waiting so I got to make up something else for now. I don't feel like noogling all day, but something to kill boredom.