[HelloDiDi]

Yeah being on this road to femininity no matter how little or how far you want to take it can be lonely and at times and confusing in regard to your own sexuality. Who am i? What am I? This is a good place to talk and personally I made the breakthrough here on nexum realising exactly who I am, well another member here did that for me.
But as for the herbs, almost all the breast tissue I now have was from a year taking PM and FG but FG can have an unfortunate side effect. But stop the FG and that kinda side boob roundness goes away (developed milk ducts), the PM breast tissue doesnt. PM on its own will change your body and what you get is there for life.
Personally I also take RR now and lots of calcium and never massage or pump.
But suppose if you do pump and like the look and feel of the session end result then developing that permanent breast tissue PM will hopefully give you is perhaps the way to go.

Yea, it sure is a lonely road to take. Well, mostly. At least I can find like minded guys/girls online. There's some fantastic supportive poeple here! Also on that ohter site I've mentioned. Thank goodness for my girlfriend for being so nice about it, she totally understands my stuggle as she's so much the same, just another side of the gender coin.

And tell me about that what and who am I question! I remember back when I was kid, I often stopped to think what the heck am I, I felt as if I do not belong and the body of a small boy was weird to me, not in the way that I would hate myself, but it was just odd and felt that this isn't really me. I don't know if you guys believe in past lives and reincarnation, some of my experience points to it being plausible... Or then its just my brain being wired in a weird way. Those questions I have had all my life. One thing that is clear as day is that I have very strong feminine tendencies and I want to embrace it. The last bit over a year has been a crazy eye opener and I have no idea where it will take me. To a better understanding of myself I hope? And more comfortable way of living...

From my understanding, it might best idea to keep it simple for now, i certainly don't want to make a crazy coctail of every herbal out there right away, what I've read about PM, it looks like its the best thing to go for. Hopefully avoiding nasty side effects. I will see what happens, I think I'll keep on going the way I'm doing now, just add PM to the mix and see how it goes. If it will give me mind blowingly awesome results, I might quit Noogling or just do less... But I like the roundess it seems to be giving.